Thursday, November 5, 2009
{ 7:26 AM }

heyhey ppl,this wk has been fun fun...so nice been catching up wif like a few ppl.meet wei chiang here nd thr.then met leslie on mon watch sister's keeper.omg the ahg moh cried so much omg it was so funny.the lido drink was so SO HUGE.omg cnt believe leslie finished it.like everyting la.haha..had a fun day thx leslie.tue was a long long day,had class til like 6 then went to potong pasir to mit yi ting.chat wif her.it was so nice to like catch up nd jus talk.haha...then wen her hse,met treasure so so adorable so cute...reminded mi of hamster boy.haha...stay til like late,then headed home.wed was cool 2 ended like 11.30 waited 4 nas nd bai.meanwhile saw joshua nd ahmad.haha wc force mi donate..haha.then once nas nd bai were done,carol nd mi met them nd we headed to AMK where we ate PIZZA HUT...yay whhhheeee.service was so slow...gt entertain by AJC ppl..haha then watch like half of love happens.then had 2 rush 4 driving.guess wat i gt ma 1st instructor.he was so nice nd funny.i like having him.then wen i was leavin i saw the 1 i dint like.like OMG must i always c him.then 2day thurs,badri class was fun....he is funny.slap urself nd opppss sry,i dint say anyting.guess wat i am ICA 1 leader damn.in ma grp is yan zhen,steph nd yong seng.*smack head smack head*haha...then break nd accounting.hmm lec was boring.then tutorial was damn fun.kept jacking yong seng nd shawn...haha cute la they.then we went tutorial rm.ys wanted c the gal he like..haha...i tink nas nd ahmad gd le...guess it is jus mi..anyway tutorial so fun the guys were like seriously playful.they throwing ball arnd the class then run on the table nd all arnd.realli funny.anyway then headed 2 np 2 mit mimi.ate al azhar's prata plaster.haha...smth new nd cool.haha....saw sharon nd elroy..haha...
wow...weeks been gr8 but somehw i nvr fail 2 feel down..i realli wonder wat happen,wat's the cause,since wen it started gng bad,hw did it end up here,wat wen wrong.nd the sad ting is i failed 2 keep the parts tgt.i realli wish i cld do smth.its been cold cold war for 5 days nw.i realli wonder y god is doing all tis??the things i did,was it realli tat terrible tat i am being punish til like tat.i realli wish i cld turn back time.i noe i did wrong tings but i realli wish u wld talk 2 mi again...plssssssssssss pllllllsssssssss....i wld do anyting 2 hav all of u back.anyting at all,4 us all 2 be happy again nd tgt.
i miss u.but i guess tis is realli it.wanted u 2 hav more confidence but all i cn say is i falied tat maybe is might be impossible 4 u.cos it is jus so difficult 4 u.tat it is nt worth a try.i do agree tat things wen 2 far.but i love confidence nd if u dun it affects mi 2.but since u said "so be it."then so be it.it seems all gone nw.all i cn say is i loved u nd was realli happy wif u.even if u dun tok or speak a word i was jus happy being wif u,in ur arms.thx 4 everyting u hav given nd done,i will always rmb.wish u all the best and take care of urself alritez.study hard k..byebye=)
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