Sunday, November 8, 2009
{ 5:57 AM }
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been so busy....gdgd wk...fri suppose 2 go seoul garden but instead we wen 2 manhanttan fish market..the grp was so big.10 of us ltr melvin nd wc joined in 2 tat added up to 12 of us....muahaha so cool....anyway wth i still wan ma seoul garden...anyway aft tat we had anderson ice cream OMG so yummy yum yum....love it.then we walked back 2 ma hse again.so glad then i am bak wif ma big baby ZHU!!!haha but ooo oh i hav a pro...haha lets jus c how it works out.anyway,hav a feelin tis wk gna be busying again...thr is a meeting tmr....booth set up nd duties...OMG!!busy busy busy...
anyway,i find kids so so wonderfully adorable.they are made in such a way tat every kid you see,you will be able to c every piece of great work god has done.they r made so perfect.a small action by them puts a small on ur face,even a chuckle or the silliest ting.i realli love the kids. i wish 2 work wif them but nvr realli gt a chance but i jus hope once school nd projects r settled.i wna try again.anyway eadwin is gng into army sn haha....so cool nd funny...cant wait 2 c him bald.hehehe....so gna laugh at him.georgy bdae is coming 2...oh no...wow so many things coming up...anyway,jus read the topic of marraige nd stuff...well,2 mi i dun realli believe in love but at the same times realli tink it is wonderful nd wen u do get the feelin i bet it will feel betta then heaven.feel like u hav met a fallen angel.or 1 tat ran away specailly fr heaven 2 be wif u...even 4 some1 like mi who believed tat i was gna be matchmake nd married off,i tink tat i wld wna always grow old wif ma sprouse.hold him hand thru every step of the way..being held on while i piece every piece of ma life tgt.he doesnt hav 2 be perfect cos no 1 is even mi.as long as i tink he is perfect 4 mi is enuff.i wld nt abandon ma husband.ppl may say,i,belinda kaur,am a independent person nd wld build ma career up.tat i will confirm 100% but i will wan a man by ma side 2 aft tat or while i am doin it..hw thr is a women behind every sucessful man.thr is oso thr is a man behind every women.haha....the guy wld be thr 2 take care of u nd spend some time wif aft each day of hardwork.take bubble bath tgt.have dinner,watch tv tgt,shopping.hav a shoulder 2 lie on nd fall aslp on aft a tiring day...u dun hav 2 be dependent on him but 2 more of find comfort in him nd be happy.in life,its nt all abt work like tat thr is nvr a end.In life,u hav 2 put each piece in properly nd evenly then it will fit.its always nice 2 hav a partner a special 1 who noes hw 2 perk u up nd smth silly tat he does 2 make u laugh.in love every guy is a silly fool/idiot.they tend 2 do certain stuff tat r realli silly or toopid,but somehw it makes u laugh nd u always rmb it.tats wat makes lil memories 2.yup tats wat i wna say 4 nw...anyway am soso happy 4 u...realli u 2 hav ma best wishes.may u guys be always happy...god bless u 2..love u babe.always be happy,ma beloved..so cited 4 u guys..hahaa...oOMG...so cool.take care ok....
i wna noe u again,i wna understand wat thr is 2 u but if u dun allow mi.wat am i 2 do.aft all tat lies hw u expect mi 2 eva believe anyting u say anymore.idk wat is the truth nd wat is nt...idk hw 2 help u anymore...ppl r worried 4 u dun u damn understand tat.y arent u willing 2 change.i tld u i wld be here 4 u,dun u trust mi...ur family shld be ur source of light nt any other bitch anymore.havent u had enuff of them.or was it ur mistake 2.i had wats happening.dun even noe hw did all tis happen.hw did it ended up like tis.wat state has it become alr...-_- afraid wat else god may put onto us...
god pls help mi...i am doing ma best.
bel's theory:we put ourselves in the hands of god 2 keep us safe but it doesnt always mean we shld depend on him cos he dun made the decisions 4 u.
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