Friday, November 27, 2009
{ 6:20 AM }
OMGOMGOMG!!!finally am a lil more free alr...the event child's play is finally over.hav been so busy over it...then marketing ICA 1 finish oso.then no driving.have been c-ing puffy alot lately hhaa...
anyway hanging arnd alot wif mimi lately...2012,webcamming wif darling leon,staying up the whole nite.melaka trip.haha the trip was awesome by the way nd the food OMG.haha then christmas carol...haha...yup so cool...then met uncle yst 2 nd guess wat ayu is working thr 2...haha...uncle say becoming like vivo alr cos like all the vivo ppl...only thing nw thr 50-50 person of smth nd smth
haha....then saw neelam nd the other guy dunno his name...yup haha...
anyway 2day is ma 5th month..ah koon wanted go underwater world.aiyo public holiday le...still wna go sure damn crowded...nd those who noe mi i hate hate hate crowded places..seriously.so annoying nd a total mood turn-off.haha....yup so in the end we ate BK then watch ninja assasin omg so violent,brutal nd bloody man...but rain is hot man.then walked arnd nd i FINALLY gt to eat ma GUYLIAN coco-late omg felt like heaven.then in the train gt tis small lil gal touch ma legs nd butt haha so cute.then we were like competition-ing against each other wif tap tap..haha..yay i win i win.haha...anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY!!!many muackz to u!!hope u enjoy will cya tmr. nd then thr is sun muahaha...for those who noe the plans....it is so gna be AWESOME!!!haha...
things i wna get:-(must save up)
*the hat fr fast east
*metallic leggings
*river island wallet
song of the day:whatcha say-jason
Labels: whats been up
Sunday, November 8, 2009
{ 5:57 AM }
heyhey=)
been so busy....gdgd wk...fri suppose 2 go seoul garden but instead we wen 2 manhanttan fish market..the grp was so big.10 of us ltr melvin nd wc joined in 2 tat added up to 12 of us....muahaha so cool....anyway wth i still wan ma seoul garden...anyway aft tat we had anderson ice cream OMG so yummy yum yum....love it.then we walked back 2 ma hse again.so glad then i am bak wif ma big baby ZHU!!!haha but ooo oh i hav a pro...haha lets jus c how it works out.anyway,hav a feelin tis wk gna be busying again...thr is a meeting tmr....booth set up nd duties...OMG!!busy busy busy...
anyway,i find kids so so wonderfully adorable.they are made in such a way tat every kid you see,you will be able to c every piece of great work god has done.they r made so perfect.a small action by them puts a small on ur face,even a chuckle or the silliest ting.i realli love the kids. i wish 2 work wif them but nvr realli gt a chance but i jus hope once school nd projects r settled.i wna try again.anyway eadwin is gng into army sn haha....so cool nd funny...cant wait 2 c him bald.hehehe....so gna laugh at him.georgy bdae is coming 2...oh no...wow so many things coming up...anyway,jus read the topic of marraige nd stuff...well,2 mi i dun realli believe in love but at the same times realli tink it is wonderful nd wen u do get the feelin i bet it will feel betta then heaven.feel like u hav met a fallen angel.or 1 tat ran away specailly fr heaven 2 be wif u...even 4 some1 like mi who believed tat i was gna be matchmake nd married off,i tink tat i wld wna always grow old wif ma sprouse.hold him hand thru every step of the way..being held on while i piece every piece of ma life tgt.he doesnt hav 2 be perfect cos no 1 is even mi.as long as i tink he is perfect 4 mi is enuff.i wld nt abandon ma husband.ppl may say,i,belinda kaur,am a independent person nd wld build ma career up.tat i will confirm 100% but i will wan a man by ma side 2 aft tat or while i am doin it..hw thr is a women behind every sucessful man.thr is oso thr is a man behind every women.haha....the guy wld be thr 2 take care of u nd spend some time wif aft each day of hardwork.take bubble bath tgt.have dinner,watch tv tgt,shopping.hav a shoulder 2 lie on nd fall aslp on aft a tiring day...u dun hav 2 be dependent on him but 2 more of find comfort in him nd be happy.in life,its nt all abt work like tat thr is nvr a end.In life,u hav 2 put each piece in properly nd evenly then it will fit.its always nice 2 hav a partner a special 1 who noes hw 2 perk u up nd smth silly tat he does 2 make u laugh.in love every guy is a silly fool/idiot.they tend 2 do certain stuff tat r realli silly or toopid,but somehw it makes u laugh nd u always rmb it.tats wat makes lil memories 2.yup tats wat i wna say 4 nw...anyway am soso happy 4 u...realli u 2 hav ma best wishes.may u guys be always happy...god bless u 2..love u babe.always be happy,ma beloved..so cited 4 u guys..hahaa...oOMG...so cool.take care ok....
i wna noe u again,i wna understand wat thr is 2 u but if u dun allow mi.wat am i 2 do.aft all tat lies hw u expect mi 2 eva believe anyting u say anymore.idk wat is the truth nd wat is nt...idk hw 2 help u anymore...ppl r worried 4 u dun u damn understand tat.y arent u willing 2 change.i tld u i wld be here 4 u,dun u trust mi...ur family shld be ur source of light nt any other bitch anymore.havent u had enuff of them.or was it ur mistake 2.i had wats happening.dun even noe hw did all tis happen.hw did it ended up like tis.wat state has it become alr...-_- afraid wat else god may put onto us...
god pls help mi...i am doing ma best.
bel's theory:we put ourselves in the hands of god 2 keep us safe but it doesnt always mean we shld depend on him cos he dun made the decisions 4 u.
Labels: set on by an evil eye
Thursday, November 5, 2009
{ 7:26 AM }
heyhey ppl,this wk has been fun fun...so nice been catching up wif like a few ppl.meet wei chiang here nd thr.then met leslie on mon watch sister's keeper.omg the ahg moh cried so much omg it was so funny.the lido drink was so SO HUGE.omg cnt believe leslie finished it.like everyting la.haha..had a fun day thx leslie.tue was a long long day,had class til like 6 then went to potong pasir to mit yi ting.chat wif her.it was so nice to like catch up nd jus talk.haha...then wen her hse,met treasure so so adorable so cute...reminded mi of hamster boy.haha...stay til like late,then headed home.wed was cool 2 ended like 11.30 waited 4 nas nd bai.meanwhile saw joshua nd ahmad.haha wc force mi donate..haha.then once nas nd bai were done,carol nd mi met them nd we headed to AMK where we ate PIZZA HUT...yay whhhheeee.service was so slow...gt entertain by AJC ppl..haha then watch like half of love happens.then had 2 rush 4 driving.guess wat i gt ma 1st instructor.he was so nice nd funny.i like having him.then wen i was leavin i saw the 1 i dint like.like OMG must i always c him.then 2day thurs,badri class was fun....he is funny.slap urself nd opppss sry,i dint say anyting.guess wat i am ICA 1 leader damn.in ma grp is yan zhen,steph nd yong seng.*smack head smack head*haha...then break nd accounting.hmm lec was boring.then tutorial was damn fun.kept jacking yong seng nd shawn...haha cute la they.then we went tutorial rm.ys wanted c the gal he like..haha...i tink nas nd ahmad gd le...guess it is jus mi..anyway tutorial so fun the guys were like seriously playful.they throwing ball arnd the class then run on the table nd all arnd.realli funny.anyway then headed 2 np 2 mit mimi.ate al azhar's prata plaster.haha...smth new nd cool.haha....saw sharon nd elroy..haha...
wow...weeks been gr8 but somehw i nvr fail 2 feel down..i realli wonder wat happen,wat's the cause,since wen it started gng bad,hw did it end up here,wat wen wrong.nd the sad ting is i failed 2 keep the parts tgt.i realli wish i cld do smth.its been cold cold war for 5 days nw.i realli wonder y god is doing all tis??the things i did,was it realli tat terrible tat i am being punish til like tat.i realli wish i cld turn back time.i noe i did wrong tings but i realli wish u wld talk 2 mi again...plssssssssssss pllllllsssssssss....i wld do anyting 2 hav all of u back.anyting at all,4 us all 2 be happy again nd tgt.
i miss u.but i guess tis is realli it.wanted u 2 hav more confidence but all i cn say is i falied tat maybe is might be impossible 4 u.cos it is jus so difficult 4 u.tat it is nt worth a try.i do agree tat things wen 2 far.but i love confidence nd if u dun it affects mi 2.but since u said "so be it."then so be it.it seems all gone nw.all i cn say is i loved u nd was realli happy wif u.even if u dun tok or speak a word i was jus happy being wif u,in ur arms.thx 4 everyting u hav given nd done,i will always rmb.wish u all the best and take care of urself alritez.study hard k..byebye=)
song of the day:Rihanna-Cry
Labels: i'm stray from love
