Friday, October 16, 2009
{ 9:36 AM }
wow i kinda enjoy ma week had a gr8 wk...i felt maybe mi nd kh gt closer nd gt more comfortable wif his frenz...haha.i had fun tis whole wk...school starting alr...looking 4ward 2 it..
anyway was out wif the clique 2day.day dint start off well nd i realli wanted bao bao but thing is the only 1 who knew wat happen was ma baby so tats y i wanted him wif mi.sry guys...anyway eileen was late which caused mi 2 be late.so happen threesome all arrived at the same time...haha...ate korean food then wen town 2 walk walk..then came home..help daddy cook nd made muruku haha then wen temple then met medan nd jakata relatives...saw kiran 2...she chubby chubby nw nt realli nice,she used 2 be really pretty nd beauitful it ok la 4 her.she is RICH...her life is like set...haha...saw ujjal her bro nd all,saw bunty nd kamal 2..nd other cute cute ppl...ahaha then wen expo...feet painful.wah daddy realli gangster sia.then brought kuah kuah,diva nd some other stuff 4 tmr...saw david again nd SURESHH!!!haha aft so long...then came home wen online so many diwali wishes...so happy then gt like 20 msg straight diwali msgs 2 nd still counting....omg its crazy haha....
i realli wish i was dreamin nd tat wen i wake up everything wld be hw i wish it wld be...feel like i am living in a world of fakers nd liars...i too am only a normal human being nd i only cn take it 2 a certain level the rest is up 2 u....
i realli realli care 4 u nd i wish u wld jus tok 2 me nd tell mi all nd nth but the truth i wld nt judge u but instead give u ma all.i wan nd am willing 2 go thru it all wif u.let mi help...let mi in...nd 1 thing i wan u 2 be safe and pls take care of urself..dun make mi worry...nt all things r abt winning or showing off or becoming known.
i am lost,so many tings hav had happened nd r happening i am so at a lost.i tink 4 wat ppl wna say nw i am nt bothered cos i tink i hav had enuff really...2 mi personally i tink tat karma lookin 4 mi nd tat it will be knocking on ma door sn.i do nt wish 2 do anyting wrong nd smth against ma principle.i wna settle down nd clear things up nd nt hav more regrets or more bitch shit.I JUS WNA BE HAPPY do u tink it is so much 2 ask 4.i wanna hav peace.laughing nd smiling 24/7 nd nt jus as a front.i am bo bian alr cos i jus wan those close 2 mi by ma side tats all.thks 2 all tat have been.appreciate it alot...ppl out thr i do nt wish 2 hav any grudges nd 4give mi if i did anyting ting or said anyting.
anyway gal i am so proud of u...so glad u understand nd am growing.gdgd k.continue...nd dun worry abt anything cos i will be here.
Things i dun like:guys playing girls..
lies,excuses
bel's theory:wen u do wrong or bad things or say certain stuff,dun tink no 1 is watching.cos thr is always sme1 watching nd nth wld happen nw but it will.so be careful nd beware.be good nd mind ur own business...thr is lots more 2 life.
song of the day:bewafa-Imran Khan(it has been set 2 repeat)haaha...jus love it so so much
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