Thursday, October 1, 2009
{ 9:15 AM }
heyhey...
tue i wen 4 the ice cream buffet wow i loved it...i will 4eva eva love ice creams...nd key lime pie...nd waffle nd pancake...haha...cherry 2...am a gr8 kisser cos i am able 2 tie a knot wif the stick of a cherry 2 form a shape of a heart...yesss...then we walked arnd a few things I wna get...haha...anyway came bak home talked 2 kh dunno whether it is exactly enuff...maybe its jus mi...i dunno wat 2 say or hw 2 say...anyway paretns caught us...wed dint wan 2 go out...decided jus stay home nd tink stuff thru tats wen tears found it way 2 mi.decide 2 distract myself thru housework.maade the beds,sweep the floor,cleaned the kitchen ,wash nd scrubed the shove area nd all mass cleaning haha...then decided go listening music nd let it out yup...then wen fetch mummy...then wanted go fetch some medan guanti fr the airport daddy say i tak so long...anyway then was watching tv wif kiran wen he left go somewhr suddenly aft a call wanted follow him but he disappear so fast so decided go skating instead but 2 skate 2 novena but papa called mi halfway alr so had 2 come bak at the same time tink ma wheels giving way alr...sad sad...haha anyway wen 2 fetch ma baby fr school 2day...surprise him cos he tot i was still locked up at home haha then wen al azhar 2 eat then met olivia yup...shopped arnd a bit then left 2 home...gt of at newton nd decided 2 walk the long way home...yup reached home,parents ask mi go down walk walk nd get some tings so yup.....
well these few days hav nt been the best.actulli its been quite sometime alr hav nt been the best of moods but jus wna hide it all....keep it all hidden away shove under the carpet.no one 2 ask abt it or 2 speak of it...dun wna say or tok abt it.i wna jus watch it pass be4 ma eye,wide waken.upset...in need of liquid nd puffs 2 keep mi stable afraid i wld fall of scale nd crumple 2 the grounds.if i cld i wna run away far far away or 2 somewhr up up nd above...i dunno wat 2 tink anymore nd i dun wish 2 fight it anymore.i wna live life up,live it 2 the fullest nd enjoy maself nd always being full of joy nd laughter nd smilez nt only 4 show but 4 real...tink is i dun care alr realli cos am nt afraid of being alone being diff...wna be wat i wna be...wat affects mi is wat ma parents say...nd they mean the world 2 mi.
2 all ma sweeties out thr i am alritez dun worry k...thx 4 ur concern lately.love u guys all soso much...i will always be arnd,always thr...peace out!
Bel's theory:-sometimes parents do nt always give u wat u wan bcoz they wan u 2 work hard 4 it.nd they do nt always provide u wif everything u wan bcoz it pushes u 2 thrive in life,2 do well nd make the best of urself.
Not every1 is as lucky as others...neither did we chose 2 be like tat it was jus set upon us nd we jus gt 2 live by it.
song of the day-Avril lavigne-Get over it(love love the song lyrics realli meaningful)
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