Sunday, September 13, 2009
{ 1:22 AM }
heyhey:)
been a gdgd gal.sat afternoon wen 2 a roman catholic church at alijuined.visit yt nd pay respects 2 her mum who jus passed away recently.i so feel 4 her.i can nvr nvr nvr imagine mine ....i dun even wna say it or think abt.Since i left i cant stop tinkin abt it nd eventually miraculously tears wld be rolling down ma cheeks..cant even imagine any1 arnd me gone fr ma life.i wish tat day wld nvr come.i jus wan 1 wish 2 go be4 them.in a way,its kinda scary.1 day jus suddenly u disappear nd thr were actualli tings u wanted 2 do.we human spend so much time earning money so tat we cn do but wat if be4 u cn do it u left wat is the money 4 them.
Therefore bel's thoery comes in:the moment u hav money spend it rite away on smth u realli realli wna do.at least u wont regret or miss out anyting in life.
if nt,theory number 2:behind ur will 4 ur kids write down wat u wanted 2 do nd let them do it on ur behalf,ohoh nd do leave them the money so they dun need waste time earning it.
anyway continuing:wen 2 t1 aft tat wen 2 visit wc,wen 4 a smoke then left.stomach was killing mi.came home use com a bit then fetch mummy then drop sukhwant at bugis mrt then headed 4 temple(silat road) then daddy drove arnd cpd area nd all,then went indian temple.saw the hindi family again.they r like same as us come every sat but its a huge family.plus points hindi nd cute boi but tink they 2 young.i sound like a paedophile.haha...
eheh AM NOT K.so glad 2 be home cos my tummy was like turning inside out fr all the driving arnd.yup was actualli glad 2 go back work the nxt day aft so long.
BUT guess wat tis morning gt a msg fr george saying he gt bad news which was john doesnt allow mi go bak.sad sad...i miss working thr,all the ppl all the crapping.i cn nvr go bak nw.realli upset.i mean john is an asshole realli realli.i mean wat a reason 2 kick some1 out nt say i made his company suffer a big loss or stole or anything.jus cos he boss big deal.he dint even warn or give room 4 improve.dun worry karma will help mi tak revenge on him.2 all those suckers boss out thr i promise 2 work hard nd become a big shot nd wen i do betta watch ur biz.haha....1st company i wld bring down i wld bring down wld be john's JD talents.
As u cn c ma sun alr dint start off well,tis was following by others things tat happen at home.shouting nd quarrelling at home.tsk tsk Frère i am realli worried abt u pls let mi help u.willing 2 do anyting 4 u jus let mi in.
i will always be here 4 u/even any1 out thr jus noe i will always be thr 4 u,to catch u wen u fall so dun worry.have no fear belicoolgirl is here..haha....
i dunno wat else 2 say.nth in the world is eva fair.life is nvr fair.
at times u cn tink of it as a game,sometimes u the player nd sometimes u get played.some play dirty some jus anyhow play nd depend on luck.well wat cn i say it is jus like tat like it or nt no qns r 2 be asked.wen we were born were we asked 1st no right.yup....ok i am kinda messed up nw.idk head hurts.Sinking in the sea of my own tears.dun wish 2 talk abt it oso.
guess i am jus realli tired,fr life.
wish life cld go smoothly in future nd trouble nd problems wld leave mi alone.
ppl r nt bad but the society makes ppl turns bad,pushes them to its edge then aft tat pin point at them.haha....tats life.wat cn i say
okok i will go nw will be bak 2 update.
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BYe bye
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