Monday, September 28, 2009
{ 9:43 AM }
heyhey....
hevent been updating much cos i hav been kinda busy....anyway fri wen out wif 3some nd olivia nd toby 2 watch FAME!!awesome movie uber nice...then we walking arnd nd took a few shots then i left 2 home nd the rest 4 F1.i wen home change gt rdy then wen part 2 town again haha tis time 2 mit leslie nd wc.ate at long john silver then walking arnd wen 2 the arcade nd hang..the 2 of them forced mi 2 watch movie but i dint buy it muahaha....nt tat day l sorry haha....anyway thx guys...then headed down 2 marina 2 go watch the F1 on sight itself..haha...yup it was quite late alr so we decided 2 leave alr yup then...........
sat...dint go anyway...rmb family day haha....then went groceries shopping then came home gt rdy asap cos kiran had game...yup watched him 4 a while then wen temple...ate then mi nd mummy did our prayers i finsih faster then her yay haha so mi nd papa decided go wash some dishes 1st in the meantime.then we tot thr was some situation in the laggar(eating place)hall but we were wrong it was actualli in the kitchen..haha very toopid.so daddy ask bara(daddy's bro) wat's going on well seem like thr were tis few xtra action young ppl abt 20 plus i guess say tat thr was a bird in the kitchen nd the bird i tink touch the food so they say no more vegetarian alr cos the animal touch alr...haha damn funny wat nonsense sia...it sound absurd.haha....laugh til i cannot stop then they say wat they wan col police all siao....punjabi ladies be4 the food come out they all queue alr u tink they care...haha....then wen indian temple big festival so many ppl then opposite it we saw a helicopter some big shot i tink so many police officers then the plane raise nd left site...so cool haha then wen 4 dinner then jus came home suppose 2 follow mummy papa go mustafa c gt material 4 mi sew 4 diwali but was 2 lazy but instead i wen 4 F1 again...haha...ang moh keep looking at mi so nice...haha...yay...then we walked arnd nd came home abt like 1 every1 slp alr.so cool i love it........
sun was nth much more of temple then aft tat came home watched all ma disney shows nd then dadaddum the F1 so cool love it....would be more more happy if the bike racing...definitely will get tix...cool..but wat i was more excited abt was ma removal of braces.
mon=removal of braces was so so happy.had butterflies in ma yummy tummy be4 the removal...apparently ppl kept staring at ma mouth haha...weird weird 1 so i try nt 2 smile...i keep running ma tongue over ma teeth...feels so smooth so nice.haha anyway aft NDCi headed 2 btp met eileen ate duck rice then 2 mambo 2 ply pool sn aft kh came followed by olivia nd toby.so proud of maself 2day won all the games...yay yay whee so happy i tink am rdy 2 take on rasvin hope i cn win...haha...had fun plying at pool 2day.then we walked arnd then mi,eileen,kh headed 2 kap 2 sit nd chat nd slack yup.then headed home.i tink no 1 realise i took it out yet i tink...oh well surprise!!!haaha...tired le anyting hav nt been in a gd mood recently so yup am turning in alr...
bel's theory:make more nd more memories cos once u lost smth or smth is over all u hav r memories 2 keep.nd once its gone leave it,nd face up.
so 2 ppl out thr thx 4 the memories u hav given mi i will always treasure them...
SOng of the day:Kristinia DeBarge - Goodbye
Labels: Goodbye =)
Thursday, September 24, 2009
{ 11:47 AM }
anyway 2day suppose 2 go 2 eileen hse 2 ply tennis but like i said we dun follow plans.we nvr do hav no idea y we even bother making plans serious.instead met olivia nd eileen at btp,kfc..then we wen 2 ply pool at mambo...ltr saw abiel nd derek.haha funny.then kh came over oso...played arnd wif eileen slr.nt realli nice haha...no offend.but well at least she has 1.then left thr nd headed 4 eileen hse 2 slack.slacked til 8 smth then rushed down 2 bugis 2 watch dil bole hadipa nice movie shahid was so cute..haha..then came home nd ate a lit.at home gt a bit noisy 2.then watch pyaar ke side effects haha movie damn comedy haha.....hey gal,hey boy,wld u be ma baby doll sure if u promise bad boy...woohoo love tat....haha
Fugitivo is wat i wna do.idk wat 2 say.lost 4 words...idk wats gng on nd i hav no idea wat 2 say or tink.i tink i am jus losing mi...or maybe its jus tat time of the month...but i cant help it.smth feels wrong smth is weird...dun ask mi,i dun wna talk abt it.cld nt help but 2 feel sad.i dunno exact reasons 2 y i feel tat.thr r way alot of things gng thru ma mind,it scares 2 even jus close ma eyes nd tinking abt things cos a whole load of things will surface.nd cant help but tear.haha kk enuff wif the emo emo stuff.
somehw still tink kh nd eileen alike nd suited.1 cn be read like a book,the another cant.haha nd thr is more 2 tat.wont say much.feels very diff.idk maybe bcoz i somehow imagine every guy/bf 2 be like ma bro.or a guy in a hindi movie...eileen asked mi if i regret jumping down nd landing on ma nose.nd i stick 2 ma answer no.it will always be memories i carry wif mi 4eva.i had fun nd did tings none of us had done be4,some of the best times i had.yup
nd i wld like 2 make a shout out ppl who r still growing-having been thru so so much in life u cnt even imagine,i wld like 2 say stick wif ur family frenz,bf/gf r impt but no matter wat family is ulitmately the most most impt.always be arnd them nd spend time wif them cos we werent brought up by fren or bf/gf but by parents hw come we cn spend so much of time wif them wen we were young but nw hardly any wat more in the future.Home is always the best nd most comfortable place on earth,nth beats it.dun eva treat home like a hotel cos tat is the rudest ting 2 do nd show ur parents.once in a while stay out or stay over but dun make it a habit.wen u do tink do ur frens do the same 2 their parents or is it jus u??
ok gtg nw...late alr nd meeting tmr 4 movie cya bbyezzzz =)
bel's Theory:-if ppl tink tat person is gd,do betta nd show ppl tat person is gd but u r much betta nd tat u r the best.
Song of the day:-kasam ki kasam(i swear)
Labels: silence teardrops rolling down her pretty face.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
{ 10:06 AM }
heyhey.....
havent been updating much...anyway quick update....mon was suppose 2 have lunch nd play pool but instead,toby,olivia,yuresh,amelia,mi and kh watched the ugly truth..cld nt stop laughing.i had a gr8 gr8 day superd..very high nd happy...haha...ate pasta mania..
then tue....met randy nd his gf.he has a cute gf suits him anyway congrats 2 u guys...take carez man...then met mimi aft her work nd uncle,nd leslie nd kh at botak jones we ate satay nd then all headed home.but so sad we dint do wat we suppose 2 which was 2 eat the ice cream buffet.so sad sad...anyway felt like i talked alot 2day at the samw time like very lit.with uncle they all i talked nd talked but then it came 2 mi nd u...idk...i mean it has been like tat if u dun talk 2 mi,i wont talk 2 u.wat i mean is tat i will be silence..i mean u tink abt it.guess it is usual reaction.yup...nt used 2 silence.only at times.yup...
then wed we were suppose 2 go ecp 2 cycle nd skate but guess wat it dint happen either.instead we met at imm 2 eat nd then when 2 bowl at chevrons.waited 4 ppl 4 abt 45 mins-1 hr...plus on top of that i was having flu..yup...i won all the bowling games but sad sia the highest only wat 96 so lousy.tats nt the only thing tat was lousy my gpa was lousy 2...so sad sad....kiran give mi a lift home was chevrons.so high he was gng so freaking fast.we met kavin at np then headed home.we were racing against a GTR cn u believe it omg..crazy sia...kavin damn funny.haha...but the gtr was hot.it was hot/blood red.so nice.we reached home like in no time.then wen 2 buy cake 4 papa....then waited til every1 was home cut the cake then ate.by 10 every1 had disappeared haha...so like nth alr celebrating bdae at home.like orhh jus another bdae ah another yr older only like so no biggie...yup!!tats wat change ma expect of bdae 2.started since last yr.everything was like so wth.heck it.tis yr oso.no 1 at home celebrated.was busy attending preetipal wedding.lucky 4 mi,i met uncle nd all they gave mi a blast which i am realli happy nd thankful of.hope it continues cos i dun wan 2 be 4gotten or wat i dun wna be alone...NVR!!!nd the other thing tat made 28 feb tis day special was wat sunny did.haha...so swt.haha alritez sorry 4 the emo-ing dunno jus suddenly....
rite...anyway gave the Calvin Klein watches...haha apparently its fr kiran nd mi.haha...like ok...haha....alritez...
ohoh....omg ppl whom havent seen a view fr the 30th storey omg u so hav 2 c.it is amazing seriously amazing like WOW....realli realli nice...so loved it...haha...
Anyway,i still find smth wrong wif mi...nt sure wat exactly but yea...mimi nd eileen realli so sorry,i have talked behind ur backz.the world works in such a way tat thr cn nvr be no gossip at all.every being gossip be it a man/women,gay/les,husband/wife,bf/gf,best frenz,young/old.so all i cn realli say is i sincerely apologise nd no matter wat i dun wan 2 lose u guys.all the other ppl,sorry if i hav done anyting 2 u guys.2 ma baby,i dun mean 2 be cold 2 u but sometimes it jus naturally happens.sorry 2 hav caused pros nd so many misunderstanding.but cos i like ma space nd all.hope u understand.
ANYWAY MA DARLING DARLING DADDY I LOVE YOU!!wish u gd health,nd tat everyting goes smoothly 4 u nd you will live a 100 yrs so i cn keep disturbing u..muahaha...love u daddy...nd thank u 4 everyting.=)
Bel's theory:nvr plan anything 2 in depth cos thr is no use 4 it cos we nvr follow any plans....haha truth enuf i guess
Song 4 the day:-Belinda-Al La Nanita Nana(it means To the The Nanita Nursemaid)so in love wif it =)
Labels: precious
Sunday, September 20, 2009
{ 4:53 AM }
sigh sigh.......pass few days dunno feel like emo-ing....papa is crazy nd he driving mi insane 2...wth is wrong wif him seriously..2day is sun.tis wk fri,sat nd sun sux so boring,fri papa locked mi in the hse idk y??sat dint do much stayed home watched more movies nd more movies then went temples then eat dinner.yup tats all then 2day sun same goes bored nth 2 do decided 2 bath burbon maself like trained ma arms muscle sia...haha...fatty so heavy sia...then watch spectacular,so nice nice nice.it a new disney movie like HSM like tat gt singing nd dancing.yup.guy look like joe jonas haha...yup nice....nth much 2 do....bored 2 death.cant do much arnd ma area 2 cos way 2 much banglah mummy nd papa wont let.so fat hope of leaving the hse.
bel's theory-always go out be4 ur parents get home...hahaha...
if i was rich things i wna get:\
-DSLR D5000
-itouch
-Jimmy Choo shoes
-ALDO shoes
-roberto cavalli collections
-lots of clothes
haha....lots of movies.
-psp
-high end restaurants.
lots of clubbing.
-sky diving
-water skiing
-scuba diving
-bungee jump
-snowboard/snow ski
muahaha....
haha....nd nw 4 reality
-my name necklace
-famous amos cookies
-adidas watch
-the white top i saw at F21
-more clothes fr F21/more clothes
-ice cream buffet
-night safari
-nice jacket(maybe a colourful 1)haha
-more shoes haha...
-a new bag(black billabong de breaking liao)
-new earpiece(i wan the bling 1)haha
-a new top stud(i lost the last 1)
being random if gt more will add...haha
Song of the day-jaane tu ya jane na - Kabhi kabhi(lyrics of the song very very meaningful!!)yup...i am free cn ask mi translate.haha.
Labels: kahbi kabhi(sometimes)
Friday, September 18, 2009
{ 1:28 AM }
THURSSSS............was so excited...was gna go kovan 4 the self-service salad but wen we gt thr we realise thr oso no more liao....so sad sad!!y they take away!!i loved it so so much dun mind paying xtra 4 it but y tak away...then their stud meal oso become so pathetic sia....pizza hut is such a disappointment nw!!aft eating we walked the whole of heartland mall.nth much le wanted tak bus rides arnd then change 2 trains ride up nd down at the same time chit-chat lo..jus nice olivia ended her tuition,we stoped at little india then bus-ed down 2 kap otw she gt up the bus 66 then met abiel at kap while we waited 4 eileen nd olivia mum 2 fetch her then we headed 2 mambo 2 ply pool cos eileen say she wanted.nd i dint mind so yup.wen we reach idk y we always hav a pro of puttin the card in their care.seriously do nt noe y like wth put card thr only wat...then i say 2 eileen since u paying y nt u put then she say y she paying.like cos she owe mi i said tat day i come down 2 town 2 lunch wif u then u treat mi pool 1 day.i wen all the way down jus 2 watch her eat le...tats hw budget i am.then say i nvr pay tat day tats y...but i did.i rmb clearly at kfc on mon i tld her dun put the 2 bucks in ma wallet u tak nd pay 4 pool ltr plus the 2 buck u owe mi.i paid ma share tat day...i dun owe ppl money i nvr do,if i do i return rite aft.ppl owe mi.nd do u realli tink i wna eat ur money.i tink i paid quite alot of ur stuff mostly food(ben and jerry ice cream)nd pool nd i even brought u a belt tat is 18 bucks nd i nvr expected anything in return,u?? brought anything??it was ok,fine by mi cos i still had ma singtel job nd had higher pay alr.but nw i dun i am a useless thing nw..at home everyday do nth like fen ren.nd 4 u even small amount 4 pool nw i hav 2 pay 2??cant u pay,i am completely broke noe,no job at all,no money...u hav a job,u r being paid like 7/hr 2 sit thr nd do nth...still so scrooge..nvm 4gt...jus ma luck i guess...sometimes realli feel i get taken advantage of cos i am 2 nice or cos i dun say anything.sigh sigh.....
bel's theory:-
put urself 1st be4 every1 else.cos no 1 will treat u betta then urself.
Song of the day-Million stylez-Give me the strength
Labels: ME
Thursday, September 17, 2009
{ 3:16 AM }
weeelllllll...........hmmmm
wed 2day, went 2 school had A team meeting again last planning session i tink be4 the proposal is drawn up...it was like 2 hrs plus but still like quite early so decided go book more lessons at ssdcl then wen home.then came home slacked 4 awhile then met my baby go watch aliens in the attic.haha...the lit monster evil but a lit cute cute like wei chiang lo then the nerd nerd 1 like melvin like tat.....haha so adorable...so long nvr mit him liao lo...haha.....then wen cold storage brought JC 4 jes her 20th bdae old lady alr...haha....its ok i still love u lots lots...haha then aft tat headed down 2 seragoong jes home...haha...i dint wna tell kh whr i gng so fun 2 disturb him...haha kk wont be mean.apparantly i was 1st which is gd cos she tld mi nt 2 be late.gt thr only her mum started making mi eat nd eat....feel like a fatty...we wer talking nd makin fun nd all it was nice nd fun.haha slowly more nd more ppl came.nirmal,gunju,then 2 of her working frens,1 of them had so many things common wif mi was so cool, then vin,brijesh nd his gf came,nikku then MANPREET!!haha yea so glad 2 c her give her a gr8 big hug.haha.....it was realli nice 2 c every1.vin kept disturbing mi haha crazy fella....every single thing haha...he said i hav become diff,look diff...hw??
aft a while it felt weird weird idk y.is it cos .....dunno like so weird wanted 2 maybe go mit george but aft i left jes place i lose all mood...yup...so like nvm lo.
feeling a weelittle bit regretful....
gna go off alr be4 i go
my theory 4 2day:-
do wat u wan,take risk nd nvr regret,
if u do fight 4 it again...
song of the day:one chance-one girl
Labels: wat happened??
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
{ 9:34 AM }
heyhey......
hmmmm......sorry skipped 1 day.sigh sigh still jobless......y cant i find a decent job.i so need 1.anyway,i had school,A team,planning 4 the charity de carnival.yup woke up a lit late had 2 rush.reach a lit late but every1 was ok wif it...haha.anyway had a gr8 time.kept bully nas.haha.....seany.......hehehe...met kh at yck mrt then we headed down 2 vivo 2 sit nd talk tings out.yup...i guess things r fine nw.betta...treatin him betta then usual i wonder is it cos of tat reason.
anyway aft tat we wen into the mrt wen into i asked kh we gng btp tak train 4 wat ah then he was like yea hor...haha....tis is wat i call 2 sotong at a mrt.haha...kk i realise i saying maself.then we took mrt down 2 little india then took bus down 2 btp.haha.then ate at kfc,tats wen i fell like a stand up comedian...was talking so much rubbish then laugh nd laugh til stomach pain.then we wen mambo ply pool.so sad eileen all the way win mi sia.poor me.stomach was realli killing mi so painful.since sat....kh dropped mi all the way hme.wen i was using the com i felt like i was being tormented,my stomach was torturing mi.it hurt realli bad but it was late so dint say anything....jus took panadol nd went 2 slp.yup
tis morning was woken up by the continous calls fr eileen nd daddy...aiyo...yup gt up washed up nd then decide i wld go eat wif eileen.yup...gt rdy in 10 mins nd rushed down 2 mit her pei her eat.cos i ate at home alr.no money le.haha...then went bak 2 her workplace was actualli waiting 4 amelia but then she ps us so stayed on wif eileen til she ended.then wen cine eat dinner youg tau hau cos i had a craving 4 it.haha...then wen we wanted play pool but like so late 2 head 2 mambo so we decided try the 1 along the way 2 walking 2 ps but aft 6pm the rate was actualli quite exp.so we decided nt 2 watch instead walk down 2 cathay nd sit nd talk but instead the basement dance school caught our attention they were pole dancing omg so so hot nd sexy like wow awesome.i wan 2 learn.haha....its ok gna go wif belly dancing 4 nw.yupyup....then walked bak home.papa is driving mi insane.i tink i only rmb 2 sentence,gt no brain,gt no hse.wah tis few days he realli very grumpy.very annoying.tinking of gng bak 2 ma logic or jus muting maself once again.cos i always end up quareling wif them.jus cos of kiran they tink i am the same,y jus cos i am close 2 him nd cos i go home late.every1 is diff,diff personality diff tinkin.a whole different person.y cnt they understand tat.i am alr change,changed 4 the betta alr.wat do they still wan fr mi.sit at home everyday be a stone.i am alr tryin.i come home on time nd expected time i inform them of whr i am.nd maybe once a wk i am i eat into the nite.but isnt tat gr8 alr or thr is always gng bak 2 ma past.if u push it.....
bel's theory of the day:-
always be remind of the worst nd rmb some1 has change which is gd enuff nd shld be proud dun ask 4 more cos u might push the person bak.
Anyway,jesmin HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!love u sosososo much DIDI...pray tat god will always watch over u nd hope u enjoy ur day alritez.take carez!!!
excited 2 mit u ltr..gna give u a kiss.hahaha......
gtg...nitez
SOng of the day:Adam Lambart-Mad World
Labels: full of drama...haha=), tis is a mad world
Sunday, September 13, 2009
{ 1:22 AM }
heyhey:)
been a gdgd gal.sat afternoon wen 2 a roman catholic church at alijuined.visit yt nd pay respects 2 her mum who jus passed away recently.i so feel 4 her.i can nvr nvr nvr imagine mine ....i dun even wna say it or think abt.Since i left i cant stop tinkin abt it nd eventually miraculously tears wld be rolling down ma cheeks..cant even imagine any1 arnd me gone fr ma life.i wish tat day wld nvr come.i jus wan 1 wish 2 go be4 them.in a way,its kinda scary.1 day jus suddenly u disappear nd thr were actualli tings u wanted 2 do.we human spend so much time earning money so tat we cn do but wat if be4 u cn do it u left wat is the money 4 them.
Therefore bel's thoery comes in:the moment u hav money spend it rite away on smth u realli realli wna do.at least u wont regret or miss out anyting in life.
if nt,theory number 2:behind ur will 4 ur kids write down wat u wanted 2 do nd let them do it on ur behalf,ohoh nd do leave them the money so they dun need waste time earning it.
anyway continuing:wen 2 t1 aft tat wen 2 visit wc,wen 4 a smoke then left.stomach was killing mi.came home use com a bit then fetch mummy then drop sukhwant at bugis mrt then headed 4 temple(silat road) then daddy drove arnd cpd area nd all,then went indian temple.saw the hindi family again.they r like same as us come every sat but its a huge family.plus points hindi nd cute boi but tink they 2 young.i sound like a paedophile.haha...
eheh AM NOT K.so glad 2 be home cos my tummy was like turning inside out fr all the driving arnd.yup was actualli glad 2 go back work the nxt day aft so long.
BUT guess wat tis morning gt a msg fr george saying he gt bad news which was john doesnt allow mi go bak.sad sad...i miss working thr,all the ppl all the crapping.i cn nvr go bak nw.realli upset.i mean john is an asshole realli realli.i mean wat a reason 2 kick some1 out nt say i made his company suffer a big loss or stole or anything.jus cos he boss big deal.he dint even warn or give room 4 improve.dun worry karma will help mi tak revenge on him.2 all those suckers boss out thr i promise 2 work hard nd become a big shot nd wen i do betta watch ur biz.haha....1st company i wld bring down i wld bring down wld be john's JD talents.
As u cn c ma sun alr dint start off well,tis was following by others things tat happen at home.shouting nd quarrelling at home.tsk tsk Frère i am realli worried abt u pls let mi help u.willing 2 do anyting 4 u jus let mi in.
i will always be here 4 u/even any1 out thr jus noe i will always be thr 4 u,to catch u wen u fall so dun worry.have no fear belicoolgirl is here..haha....
i dunno wat else 2 say.nth in the world is eva fair.life is nvr fair.
at times u cn tink of it as a game,sometimes u the player nd sometimes u get played.some play dirty some jus anyhow play nd depend on luck.well wat cn i say it is jus like tat like it or nt no qns r 2 be asked.wen we were born were we asked 1st no right.yup....ok i am kinda messed up nw.idk head hurts.Sinking in the sea of my own tears.dun wish 2 talk abt it oso.
guess i am jus realli tired,fr life.
wish life cld go smoothly in future nd trouble nd problems wld leave mi alone.
ppl r nt bad but the society makes ppl turns bad,pushes them to its edge then aft tat pin point at them.haha....tats life.wat cn i say
okok i will go nw will be bak 2 update.
prendre soin de
BYe bye
Song of my day:Jay Sean-CryLabels: quoi qu'il advienne mai(come what may)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
{ 12:49 AM }
heyhey...i am back man.haha
been busy the past 2 days.work at the Comex IT fair saw quite a number a ppl.nd the guys r work wif r realli jokers sia.crazy ppl as usual i was the youngest.haha.mimi worked downstairs.My job was so damn tiring.feet sososo painful.i walk 2 work then stand fr 10-10 plus then walk back home.cn ddie....i hav 2 stand the whole day on top of that i had 2 promote PDAs ndd GPS.i mean hw many ppl wna buy a PDA nd somemore hp 1.if it was mi i rather get Blackberry 1.yup eileen most slackest job.2nd day eileen nd her mum came down cos eileen wanted 2 get a eos or slr i nt sure.yup.my thoery 4 IT fair dun earn money fr it,u rather spend thr.on the whole i actualli i hate the IT fair.dunno y i worked thr.i must hav been out of ma mind.haahha....i hop i cn get a admin job or wat.i love working at singtel but i dun tink they wan mi anymore.so sad.aiya 4get it.dun wna say alr.
Anyway,i dunno mi nd baby has been fighting so mus smth 4 smth so stupid.i hav a feelin i dun tink things cn go bak 2 the same.hav 2 give it some time,even then it will either be worst or stronger.depends.i realli dunno wats been gng on...u miss mi coming down 2 mit mi,shld hav let mi noe.cos 1st i am busy 2nd i am workin.yup i dunno seriously wats been gng on.All i cn say is i am realli sorry on my part k.tld u i need time 2 fit in.so sorry k other then tat i dunno wat 2 say.i am afraid i might nt be able 2 tak it cos i hav other thing 2 on my mind.
Guys sigh sigh.........welll guess it is actualli quite easy 2 figure them out.they all wan nd hop for 1 thing fr gals(even hum tum tells so) nd they say its gals tat r hard 2 figure out.haha...joke.thr is a different between guys nd gals.
bel's theory:-
-Dun work at IT fairs waste time,dun work thr,shop thr if cn dun even go thr.haha...
-ALWAYS ALWAYS treasure wat u hav.cos once its goes,u will definitely regret confirm plus stamp plus chop.haha....
thats all 4 nw.will be back 2 update sn i hope.no mood 2 update oso.
off 2 play guitar hero its addictive man.bbye
Labels: what is ur story??thr is always a story behind every1 nd everything.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
{ 10:43 AM }
heyya peeps:)
I noe i Noe havent been updating or doing anything wif ma blog.
well,guess life caught up wif mi.9 projects and tests and examz and reports.all almost drove mi insane like seriously no kiddin.
dun look like but it did.
haha remember ma forte hiding it all underneadth tat smile.
haha....kk nt gna emo.
ok,glad examz r over.but 1 pro no job.dun wna lose ma singtel job cos i realli love it despite black bear.
ok la for nw i am gna hav a job which is working at the comex IT fair selling HP smartphones nd GPS.i tink i maself need 1 in future for the places i nt familiar wif la.haha....=)
haha.....gd things is tat every1 is working at the same time.like mimi nd eileen.but 4 mi nd mimi is only until sun then we r bak 2 being jobless.
haha....but i actualli hav alot of plans 1 le 4 tis hols.Like i planned to go overseas i dun wna stay in singapore.i wna hav a fun job,try smth new nd fun.make more frenz,go clubbin nd go crazy.
I wna earn enuf money nd bring every1 go eat 4 papa bdae at no signboard resturaunt at Vivo.hmpf....dun tink i am able 2 do tat.
i wna go bowling,keep practicing ma pool-ing skills,go nite skating arnd ma hse area,movie marathon,nite swimming nd lots more ohoh nd night safari.
haha wow tats alot of things.rich boi fren or godbro whru??haha......wna find 1.haha
Reminiscene of the past.
remembering everything fr the past was a saddening thing but gd cos it jus remind mi of 1 thing
tat thr is no 1 out thr who is eva loyal or trustful.depend on only urself nd always stay strong nd keep moving on.
daddy I LOVE U SO SO much.stay strong k.we r all here 4 u.dun worry abt us.
stop lying,anything u wan ask mi,u noe i am always willing 2 help u.anything at all,anytime.
there is nth i wont do 4 u.jus need u 2 speak 2 mi.
Koon hua,i jus wna say thanks 4 being arnd 4 mi.
like u said eileen nd mimi r ma sisters.they hav curfew so do i.u cn meet ur frenz aft meeting mi gd 4 u but they cnt they hav 2 be home.they r jus 18 nd they r gals hw late u wan them 2 go home.
I like u but our relationship nd this past week show mi more then i needed 2 u abt u nd everything else arnd nd abt u.my whole perpestive of u realli changed.so diff fr who i tot u r nd will be.this past few so many things have gone wrong wif u.
still i dint say anything nd dint wan 2.afraid it wld spoil the relationship but u seem 2 be digging ur own grave,thinking everything is so funny/or a joke.then aft tat apologise.doesnt mean i dun get angry its ok and cn jus continue jokin abt certain things.i felt like i shldnt hav tld u abt it.i kinda regret in a way.maybe somethings r jus met 2 be a sercet.even though i hav a bf i still like being wif ma fren nw nd then.To speak the truth i realli put u as the 4th.
1st-my family
2nd-my studies
3rd-my god sisters/bros
4th-wld be u,tat is wat i feel nd wat i tink.
2 the rest of those out thr.i am who i am.if u cant stand it or dun like it 2 bad,deal wif it.
life's a bitch. too bad, so sad.
suck it up nd tak it.
I hav gt a attitude like it or nt no 1 cn change it.
I am who i wna be,nd dun wish 2 change so dun eva ask mi 2.
Thank u very much.Labels: each time u fall, jus get up again nd walk on.cos each fall makes u stronger.
