Bubblious,Life-living it

Sunday, July 12, 2009
{ 10:42 AM }

Welllll,i dunno 2 be happy or sad.had fun yst.Arvin is a donkey came below ma blk then call come down like so sudden,no replies nd all.crazy.then we walked down 2 clarke quay.suppose 2 go krish nd mit davin nd bal but they wasnt thr.instead saw alvin,steph her cuz nd all.the usual grp,amazed tot they always go rupee rm.yup.then left 2 mit darvin nd bal at maya.then wen bak 2 krish bal brought a bottle.nd shots 2.yay ma fav.drink nd dance nd all.saw taran 2.time flew pass damn fast.Sn it was 6 alr then bal send mi home stayed awhile nd yea....then papa started calling nd all.like damn they noe alr.haha jus then saw papa nd all thank god was so happy,is like god was watching over mi.i dun eva wna do smth i wld regret.i thank u so so much.nth much came hme they abit the angry la.but then ltr it was ok alr.seem alritez 2 mi then wen 2 work.found out we were working at 180 race course.like ok no kinta so sad.haha help jayden 4 awhile nd all at kinta 1st since we were starting at 3 only.in the end only start at 4 like tat.sales was realli crazy.ok la nt bad working at 180 but i still love kinta.bila bila kinta.haha....poor jayden so confused by counting sales haha.....waited 4 him 2 ok then went home which was like 12 plus late sia.i feel so rich 2day.haha.....george return ma money.but ah thr is still andros,ayu nd jes who owe mi sia.still so many.nd so much.dun care hope 2 get bak everyting by nxt wk.must save nd hop 2 achieve the amt tat i wan by nxt wk sia.minus tis wk off thr is 4 more wks 2 go.haha......cant wait!!!
So So soorry k.i am a clubber.its fun 4 mi.haha depends.i noe i dint tell u everyting nd all.realli sorry k dint mean it.i realli dun wan u 2 be upset k.i realli feel damn bad.
I wna change phone.i dun realli like the touch function anymore so nt nice 2 msg.annoying.wna switch any1??haha.......I wan keypad phone.aaaaaaaaaaaaa............

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009
{ 10:36 AM }

Hmmmm somewat 2day was the 1st day i wen 2 school.haha.....i wonder y.haha.....every1 kept asking mi if i was ok.then like miss mi nd hug mi all.haha dint noe i wld be so missed.haha...anyway school was quite slack 2day.had pom lec in the morning wen thru 2 lec.last wk nd tis wk.then break for 2 hours then pom tut.mr boon so annoying he give us bak our paper i passed yay so glad ma marks 4 mi 2 noe 4 u 2 find out :p then came home was studying.after awhile felt so tired.wen 2 rest 4 awhile instead i ended up slping for like 2 hrs.woke up finish up ma presentation.yup hope its ok.so scary.so sian must be formal all tmr.wah.....must wake up early tmr sia.haha......

had a dream jus nw but nt sure i cn achieve it.a dream is a dream alritez.Anyway was thinkin of ma life.gna try nd work hard but school is realli dry.so yea work hard then if cn switch course over.then study well thru out the yrs get it over wif then be4 i do anything i wna travel the world as ma job as in stewardess,try lo so cool nd fun like the 1st yr or so la or maybe do ma U 1st then go be stewardess.so cool paid 2 travel so fun.or maybe a kindergarden teacher/helper.nt sure if i can make it.will c how.then aft tat will wna work somewhr in shenton way,the cbd district.yup tats ma dream.nd nd 2 owe a bike(maybe a RR) nd a RX 8.haha yea nd 2 hav a bachlorlette's pad.By 21 i would wan 2 have travel 21 different places all arnd the world.haha....gna try ma best nd work hard.haha......

so many things gt 2 do every nite gt smth 2 do so annoying cant wait another month plus more,5 weeks,20 smth school days more.haha......cant wait.

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Sunday, July 5, 2009
{ 12:22 PM }

Rihanna-Te Amo......i love the song so so much.i emo listen 2 it nt emo oso listen 2 it.haha....its realli nice.

hmmmm.....somehow a lit emo-ish.Believe mi u r nt the only 1 who i keep secrets fr.But is cos ma life has 2 much of stuff happening or happened,believe mi its realli realli alot.till cn cry 1.i dun mean 2 keep anything fr u k.i keep certain things away fr ppl cos i am afraid of hurting ppl.i rather hurt maself then any1 else.i prefer 2 take it upon maself.am sorry 2 those i have hurt alritez but at times selfishness nd greed jus takes over some1.

You asked mi if i believe in truth love.i say idk.i seriously dunno anymore.i used 2 believe in it but nw all i cn say is tat it happens in movies.i lost hope in believing in it cos of ma exs,specially the 1st.Am kinda afraid of the world,the ppl cos diff ppl hav diff colors 2 each side of them.idk hw 2 say but i get trick by ppl easily nd i veri easily put trust in ppl.which causes mi 2 fall nd hard.u wldnt noe the kind of life i hav been thru since young.since ma last ex thing tat i like 2 do is jus drink nd club nd mit ma old frenz whether they guys nd gals.am jus some1 who loves 2 make any new frenz.1 things 2 gain back ur trust is 2 be more open nd talk more whether they r ppl u noe or dunno.u dunno them but if u talk 2 them nd all aft awhile u will get 2 noe them 2 yea??i realli wna help u nd wish i cld.i need time,i love ma space.its a lit hard cos i am alr so used 2 ma old lifestyle.Realli sorry.SORRY 4 all the times i made u sad or angry.jus noe u dun hav 2 worry i noe hw 2 look aft maself.

Amelia,eileen nd mi.Guys i miss u guys so so much.i so miss secondary schoold days.how crazy we were.what happened??seriously!!!we r so caught up wif school nd all tat its hardly the 3 of us only.its realli crazy.jealously?cn we mit up 1 day nd talk.tis is exactly wat i was afraid wld happen tats y i made the every fri must mit.but.....guys come on 5 yrs tgt.besties 4 like the 4th yr nw is tis how its gna be.if it is its a pity.

Leslie.i wna kill u or jus pull out all the memories of vic.cos like so stupid nd pathetic tat u r going aft some1 who might nvr be urs.i dun get wat u r still waiting on her 4.u r jus wasting ur time.for wat???leslie,pls pls leave her alone nd move on.its nt worth it.she is unresponsive u ur calls if u noe wat i mean.dun wait anymore thr is no reason 2.u dun hav 2 always run aft gals 2 get them.understand??feel realli helpless 2 c u like tat.kk darlin.ma darling toby 2 rmb we r always here understood u 2.

Lincoln u r a sweet sweet fella.jus dun always tink u r alone.everyday thr r ppl who r willing 2 walk wif u nd are.u r nvr alone.abt her u jus hav 2 risk it nd tak a gamble.give it a try u hav nth 2 lose,nth at all cos if u fall thr will be ppl 2 catch u nd be thr 4 u.as u said the 1st time u feel like tat means it diff nd it will be diff alritez.JIA YOU!!!!:p

didi,i love u nd i miss u.So glad 4 u nd vin.believe mi vin will come bak he will be bak by ur side.it will tak time so be patience.the 2 of u r jus 2 cute.but baby steps.keep mi updated alritez nd u noe ma last sentence rite hahaha........... :):):)take carez muackz!!

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
{ 5:46 AM }

I am so happy nd enjoying maself.had 2 weeks of hols nd nw a extended week.gt e leaning la but still like havin hols still haha.....anyway the hols were a lit emo-ish it was gr8 cos it was all worth it.i had gr8 times wif every1.thx every1 nd love u all...sorry 2 those i havent met wif.i will k 1 of the days.

anyway derek cn u learn 2 behave urself nd dun u eva dare scold any1 who i love cos i swear u wld wish u nvr did.nd if those who noe mi wld noe i do wat i say.andros u another 1 u wait.ur turn has yet 2 come.

toby nd leslie,i somehow find u guys kinda alike,haha,amazingly,anyway dun sad sad k,ur darling is here.anytime k.take carez nd jia you:)u guys r the best darlings i hav so dun give up.fighting!!

lincoln,dun every give up.life is boring without risk.risk things,take a gamble nd jus do wat u wan.u wld nvr noe until u give it a try.at least ltr u wont regret.if things dun go rite u wld still hav wonderful memories.yup.so jia you k:p

Amelia,dun assume tat eileen noe everything everytime,lit lit things i tell her cos we always meet nd i mean always.if not is either i am talkin 2 her on the phone or online.those r the tlMeS.on the other hand,some things i feel tat is a big thing/deal tat i wna tell the 2 of u tgt nd nt like oh i tld her 1st then the other 2nd.it was a big thing 4 mi aft everything i wanted 2 sit nd tell the 2 of u tgt.but jus havent had the alone time yet.best frenz or even sis dunno every single small lit details abt each other, cos the main thing is tat they noe tat no matter wat happens they noe they will be thr 4 each other nd thr is no doubt abt tat.they will always be thr 2 catch u wen u fall.

a great example wld be jes nd mi,we nvr stick 2 each other everyday she doesnt noe every single thing but anytime we r thr 4 each other,once in a awhile we wld meet nd talk nd all.we will be always sisters,no need 2 say.nd we noe tat no doubt abt it nd no qn asked.

u may think eileen is closer then mi but is only cos she meets mi alot nd wen we meet the things tat happen u dunno cos u aint thr.nd tats y sometimes wen we talk abt it u get left out.then thr r quite a no of times whr we meet nd u dun come.BUT do u noe some things u noe she doesnt.i will nvr eva ditch any1 of u 4 anything.u gotta trust mi on tat cos 4 mi i always always keep ma best bud close 2 mi nd always thr 2 protect them.nd 2 cheer them on.i always willing 2 come down 2 kap if i am free.come 2 ur school oso so many times 4 wat??i am alr in a diff school yet i always make time 4 u guys so tink abt it do u realli believe tat we arent ur truth besties anymore,if tat is realli how u feel i hav nth 2 say.the seoul garden day smth like tat happen oso rite,u wanted talk i am still waiting 4 u,the day u r free 2 call mi out 2 hav the heart 2 heart talk.still waiting noe.all i cn say is 2 object need 2 come tgt 2 make a sound.the rest is up 2 u.nt every1 is perfect i am nt eileen is nt u r nt 2.we gt our differences nd dislike abt each other nd everything but we hav all been thru thick nd thin tgt.so many memories so beautiful ones.I LOVE YOU BOTH VERI MUCH.nd i dun wan 2 lose any of u nt nw nt eva.

Nd sharon i have no idea wat happen 2 u.u jus changed so much.idk wat made u like tat.i realli liked the old 1 betta.nd i miss her.

eileen,thx 4 being thr 4 mi thx i realli appreciate it alot k.love u loads.but on something u r still the lit 1 oso..haha...so boo u nd 1 thing u need 2 learn 2 be more lady,gentle nd soft spoken.haha...1 thing dun be 2 boostful or pampered.haha...kk.baby steps.

baby:) i am gna help try nd help u 2 regain ur confidence cos u r a realli wonderful guy.nd i mean it.u jus need 2 trust ppl k.i hav issues 2 nd i am scare nd afraid of certain things k i hope u wont ask abt it cos it is ma lit secret nd smth i hav 2 live wif nd get over maself.its nt abt u.i jus hav ma diff thinkin nd feeling.cos many things hav happen be4 so i tink alot nd yea....anyway u betta treat urself betta k,give urself credit.dun always emo....haha..u r cute nd gt sexy voice nd realli sweet.oso u hav realli gr8 wonderful frenz...so wen ya out wif ya frenz go enjoy wif them dun bother abt mi.k silly fella.i will always be here 4 u.no worries:):):)

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