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Baby,

don't say goodbye.

About ME.

[BELINDA KAUR]
280291
St margaret sec
BM/NYP
TIMEZONE ViVo
Loves Forever 21
Loves ma frenz,party,movie-ing
Loves shopping,camwhor-ing
Loves to smile
Loves Pink,Black,GOLD,Green,Orange
Loves Butterfly,Snowflakes
Crazy Sociable Mad Friendly
Fun Loving Happy-go-lucky gal

Wish List.

Go Sentosa
Go shopping
Go prawn-ing
Go out wif frenz nd catch up
Go night safari
Go Bowling
Go Pool-ing
Go clubbin wif 3some
Go k-ing
Take my bike license
Be less fat
Learn diving
Take a roadtrip
Get a hot BF(haha)
Watch as many movies as i cn.

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AMELIA
EILEEN
YITING
Wei Chiang
Derek Lee
Melissa Chew
Victoria
Bai

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Friday, April 24, 2009
{ 2:24 PM }
ok well i noe ma blog has been veri dead the past few days.it is cos somehow i am always out...haha....therefore u cn conclude tat i hav gotten alot of scolding lately.haha....badbad bel-in-da!!haaha.....sigh school.so so glad its fri.MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK!!haha..yay!!i'm lovin' it!so far school has been ok la but somehow i feel i go school study then look 4ward to going out aft tat if thr is plans,if nt home sweet home.somehow feel like a nerd but at the same time slacker cos i havent done any work at all...haha oops...i feel so sian.still wna enjoy.

i dunno y but nw i feel like being a teacher.idk y.i guess i miss the kids.i love kids.teacher maybe primary school but kindergarden wld be the best la.love the kids thr.so adorable so innocent.secondary school nono...NO WAY tats a totall disaster.havoc chaoz..haaha...ship wreck students there are horrible.haha....nd 2 tink i used 2 be 1!!shout out 2 all secondary school teachers:u r gd,i really hand it 2 u guyz..keep it up nd jia you!!haha....yup....

thr wld be more up on wat happen tday nd so on....
haha so stay tuned!!
:))wheee

Thursday, April 23, 2009
{ 10:40 PM }
well am gna kinda summarize the whole wk at school fr tue-thurs.haha...well more or less.its wake up in the morning get rdy nd all then go school.then school school school blah blah blah...then aft tat go bak home.haha....so lazy nd tired.bag heavy gt so many thing 2 carry 2 school.thats y i so wna drive.easy transport,at the same time portable locker.haha....yup.wow anyway thurs i forgot 2 bring ma phone 2 school but still kiran came 2 fetch mi.was so happy nd it was so cool.haha....love 2 ride on his bike.it was so cool.haha...love it love it love it.as usual when he ride reach home veri early.haha...saw sandeep 2 dint noe he was in nyp 2.haha...who cares....yup so far school has been ok nd fine...but i hope i cn keep ma focus on ma studies.i wna do well,nonono nt jus well.really well the best gpa points.yup...jia you belbel.tats it 4 nw.gtg.byebye!!

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Monday, April 20, 2009
{ 11:01 PM }
welll tday's the 1st day of school.woke up really early.then gt changed nd dressed up all.papa dropped me at novena mrt.thr i was suppose 2 meet wc 1st ten go school tgt.he was late.haahaa...hey i was early.gd news.then met erlyn too nd aft which we walked in tgt.once inside we parted(wc nd i).haha...sound so weird...haha....yup 1st day of school was gd cos it was only 3 hrs nd only in com lab.we did some crossword puzzle.haha...once the teacher left we all started copyin.it was funny...haha.aft tat took the bus 72 down 2 t1 2 mit uncle...yup aft tat long story nt gna write it all out.somehow in a way i dunno y i feel kinda alone..idk how 2 put it!!
haha....anyway tats it 4 nw...wna slp!!nitez:P

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Saturday, April 18, 2009
{ 3:55 AM }
rite tday is SAT....so tired.a lit annoyed abt u noe...yup hahaha...wake up early.was being a gdgd gal.follow papa nd mummy go temple,shopping 4 household stuff.yup feel like a aunty carryin so many supermarket bags.haha....then was all gd then follow everywhr.then at the end off it ask mummy if i cld go vivo.haha...then mummu was like no wonder u so gd tday,gt smth behind it.hahaha....well all i cn say is i am gOOd......haha....ate gt rdy nd left 2 vivo saw ryan and siti.talked 2 them 4 awhile.then left 2 alvin's bdae.haha....wont say much cos the rest is private alr.haha....as usual if ya wna noe ask mi.haha.....:p
came home again at like 3 plus.2nd nite a the row!haha...betta stop nt gd!!haha...rite.
haha....realli tired 2 blog...sorry peeps!!

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Friday, April 17, 2009
{ 4:12 AM }
hmmm nt gna talk much abt fri.it has been a realli long nd fun day.nd i only came home like a 3 plus.am dead beat.haha...realli tired gna slp gd nitez:)u wna noe wat happen ask mi.haha...4 nw ZZzzzzz!!!!

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Thursday, April 16, 2009
{ 8:32 PM }
wah tired...tday woke up realli early.had 2 be in shld at 8am 4 registration for the orientation.yup...was a lit boring.yup met a few ppl nd all..ok la nt 2 bad.jus a lit tiring 2.came home only at 6pm.havin headache.yup dun tink i wld be going tmr.gna go out enjoy enjoy all nd hav fun...yup nth much!!lazy 2 blog alr..haha...ooppss daisy!!haha...ciaoz!!cya

Wednesday, April 15, 2009
{ 10:27 PM }
hmmm welll tday...was suppose 2 go visit leslie.1 day 1 person.but was 2 tired nd i woke up realli realli late..in the end,wen 2 kap to meet eileen nd abiel oso.yup he joined us cos he was too bored at home.yup.haha...was using loppie at kap nd chattin wif ppl nd all but then he died.yup...so sad then cldnt blog or chat anymore.yup...anyway we stayed on 4 sushi nd 2 chit chat nd all...we were thr till like 9 like tat we finally left nth much la tday...tmr orientation!!ahaha...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
{ 10:50 PM }
oooo lala....tday long long day..1st woke up at like 6 plus 7.quickly gt ready nd headed 4 temple.it is vesakhi tday..haha...wished every1.then was in temple fr like 7.40-9.15 like that.there were so many ppl.it was crazy.nice nice food haha...felt like lunch.ha...then wen 4 the dental appointment it was weird cos i was still in ma suit.haha...so malu...haha..then mummy very embarrassing.she go disturb tis 1 guy.haha...he look like indo-chinese.yup...haha...then by the time came bak home it was like 11 smth so in the end dint go kk.no time.papa nd mummy wen bak 2 the temple while i stay home nd changed out nd waited 4 eileen nd mimi arrival.haha....yup eileen reached wen i was bathin,so i made her wait outside 4 while haha...poor thing.ha. yup as usual mimi was late again.like DUH!!...haha...then we jus wen straight 2 bugis nd took a train down 2 tampines 2 visit uncle.yup...haha...met sharon thr.she was thr early.waiting 4 us.we quickly wen 2 get our tix then checked out the tampines mall arcade.kinda big.then went 2 get smth 2 eat at the same time dropped by uncle t1 said hi then left.yup.then had 2 quickly leave cos movie was startin.yup we watched 'The jonas brother:3D live concert'.yup.it was nice nd cool.aft which we wen bak 2 t1 2 mit uncle suppose 2 follow him go white sands 2 spy.haha...met ayu then wc nd melvin 2.yup sharon left soon aft.we wen white sands 4 smth undercover.haha...which was terrible.haha....aft tat we all left 4 home,all took the same train way bak.i gt off 1st which was at bugis then walked home...saw alvin golan nd harveen otw bak. hate it hate it hate it...i had a weird feelin inside mi.as if i gt played.i feel so horrible.sooo... i dun even noe wat 2 say.
i admit i am realli stupid realli stupid nd the stupidity nvr seem 2 stop 4 mi.
or am i jus realli gullible....
i tink tats alll 4 nw...

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Monday, April 13, 2009
{ 11:46 PM }
tis is monday.having those monday blues..last week left before school starts.yup....anyway eileen nd mi suppose 2 mit.but we nt sure whr we going yet.we were to choose between going to visit uncle,wc or leslie.in the end we wen 2 visit wc.then walked arndnd explore the shop he worked in called action toyz.haha...then eileen brought a hello kitty watch(it was a kiddy watch)haha...i helped her set it then put it on 4 her.then went down 2 eat eat nd all.then thr was tis guy tat keep staring la...idiot...wc left early cos his supervisor called him nd asked abt him.then eileen nd i stay on 2 explore the rest of IMM.then aft which we slowly walked 2 the mrt along the way we chit chatted.yup...haha...tats all i cn rmb haha....sorry stm:):)

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Sunday, April 12, 2009
{ 11:59 AM }
haha....ok wellll gt alot of things 2 say but am nt gna write everything down.too much 2 write alr.ok tday yuresh had his bbq thing at his hse but i dint go cos had work @ singtel.haha...yup but all i cn say is that i am glad i dint ditch work 4 the BBQ cos i realli loved work tday.SSSSSOOOOO.....FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNN.haha...yup we kept disturbing sam sam wif prince william.it was realli funny.i realise i like 2 disturb ppl.heehee..Among all the sun by far i love tis 1.time passed realli fast 2.the day ended so fast i realli dint wan it 2 end so soon.but end....even when school starts i will nt quit it.haha...NEVER!!ha......i will stop here nw cos the rest is 4 mi 2 noe nd rmb!!ssshhhhssshhhhhhh......

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
{ 12:45 AM }


rite...tday 1st of all i am WORK-FREE!!haha...but suppose 2 mit mimi nd gangai in the morning 4 lunch,2 go nike nd 2 watch jonas bro but came home only at like 3 plus-4 plus!!but still i woke up like 11 smth..toopid alarm kept ringin!!so finally decided 2 wake up.at 1st tot no 1 was home but then something's amiss.all kiran stuff was all over the table nd sofa,his helment,ggloves,jacket all still thr.he dint go!!but is tat a gd thing.i had a funny feelin.the room door was lock.knocked, kiran is home but still something nt rite...after awhile kiran went 2 slp.nd aft a long long while papa,mummy nd sukh came home.i was on the com as usual.did bloggin 4 3some.hahaha...then aft tat went temple aft so long.miss it!!did chaupee(prayers) 7 times.papa was dosing off.then mummy kept pokin him.haha...then light diva all.then drink tea all.then tld papa drop mi at vivo i needed 2 collect ma stuff.yup.gt chopped again.aiyo.sha,siti,su nd the xuewen was workin.haha...run aways aft awhile.gt like 2 more rings haha then took the train down 2 seragoon .went 2 mit jes di.haha we sat nd talked gt updated all.haha...yup hehehe..secret..shhsshh...then came bak home realise i no keys nd gr8 kiran nt home.called papa jus nice they passin by took mi wif them go drop maji(ma grandma)home.yup...then at the hse i met tis rabbit so cute rite...while they talked i played wif him.haha...they realli talk very long then denied mi of food..belbel was so hungry la..then i started talked baby language.haha...then we went 2 beach road 2 get food.then saw ah seng nd gang papa old kakis,more then 30 yrs fren/bro.haha...ma dad,joe,the best haha..tats wat they said.haha sat nd chat wif them.tats when i brought up the tattoo topic.quite a failiin so instead i went on 2 shoppin.haha...tat was gd.ma mum allow.she say i cn take money fr papa nd go shoppin nxt wk 4 school stuff..haha...wow spendin time wif them aft so long.i feel like i am their 5 yrs old gal again.specially daddy's girl!!haha....so tired.ohoh nd i found out a lit abt wat happened tis mornin which was ma bro wanted 2 pack his things nd leave the hse.y i dunno i dunno anything else.tis is wat i dun like they always treat mi like the lit gal everything dunno nd shld nt noe.but i am a big gal nw.i cn tak it nd wna noe..i try 2 cover up as much as i cn 4 kiran...
Dun leave mi!!stop leavin.wats wif all the bros man.is like all 1 by 1 wna leave.1st was sukhwant,then prisendra,followed by manbir.stop thr.dun wan anymore.pls stay!!pls... ...

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Friday, April 10, 2009
{ 4:25 AM }
hmmmm..........heyya.its fri tday..last day of ma working day.woke up pwetty late.12 smth.no 1 was at home.sukhwant went 2 work.kiran went 4 singtel xtra shopfront.yup then papa nd mummy went 2 mit aiyah.i dun like.it scares mi when they always go 2 him.its scary dunno wat he will say.i scare of him.alr the last time go c him i cried.nd i cld nt stop tinkin abt wat he say.jus 2 tink abt it... ...i dun wna tink.make it all go away.

movin on.i jus watchin tv made ma own food,bath burbon.he is so white nw.ma handsome chi ko pek!haha....ohoh style his hair 2(to the left).haha..damn cute.yup then slowly made ma way 2 work was realli early though so jud decided 2 shop shop a bit 1st.haha...i finally gt ma head bands nd then i gt 3 rings nd 1 pair of earrings!yup then when i gt 2 work i gt chopped.aiyo i tell u i tink thr is jus smth wif tz stuff nd chopping!!hahaha....vivo was crazy.so many ppl.whr did all tis ppl come fr man!!gosh i had 2 squeeze ma way away the arcade.yup...then ltr on uncle came down wif izuwan.then victoria ask izuwan y u here uncle not here le.haha then izuwan was like thr he here.it was realli funny!!haha...uncle did serious shoppin...crazy pperson reminds mi of taitais.haha...a bit gay but yea hehe...tat crazy person oso gt mi smth.at 1st i tot he gt flour nd all 2 punk mi!!but then it was wrapped very nice nd all.so nt possible then izuwan cn tell mi be careful it jack in a box.tat 1 another toopid 1!!in the end turn out 2 be a LEVI watch.the thing i love abt it.it is black ND GOLD!!NICE...but the thing is i dun like ppl gettin mi exp things.i feel bad.if its ma parents its ok but when ppl get mi i feel bad.but anyway thks uncle.ur the best!!anyway waited 4 mimi,leslie,melvin 2 come.uncle so uncle help mi throw the trash.but he ask boss mi arnd then kept kpo-in when i sweptin floor.xtra!!haha...then heard juicy gossips fr mimi!!haha...gt bullied by the usual again..ass!!haha..yup then the movie was at 12.15.they la toopid wan 2 watch so late.so in the meantime they smoked nd we sat nd crapped fr weird words to strawberry to asses nd dunno wat else i am tryin 2 keep it PG!!haha...at the same time we were camwhor-ing.haha..then thr was high jumpin nd leslie carried mi.omg.realli siao ppl. the security guard oso crapped a lit wif us.yup...then we were almost late 4 the movie.then toopid izuwan trick mi wif the toopid straw thing.nonsense...rite i havent said wat movie we watched f&f4.dun anyhow tink ah.its fast nd furious 4.gd movie la.so far i love all of them.ok 3 1 abit nt tat nice but the rest awesome nd i tink paul walker gettin old.haha...then during the movie jes called mi nd we were like gal talkin la.then she ask mi whr am i.i said i at vivo watchin movie then she was llike dun lie.i was like realli then she said toopid y nvr say earlier ok enjoy the movie i talk 2 u ltr.rite haha..aft tat went 2 slack again tis time at macs.yup...it was realli fun. i realli enjoyed maself.but at macs i dunno i gt a lit stress abt wat kiran msged mi during the movie.i was afraid 4 him.on top of tat the movie scared mi more wif all the races nd crashing.it was starting 2 scare mi.kiran was gna go racing in malaysia somemore wif his r6 even worst.i dun wna lose u.nd if i tell u dun go wld u listen.nd he tells mi dun worry i am nt 1 of those crazy riders.so i dun care...but others r...dun go pls...jus no matter wat rmb ur safety 1st k...love u!!he was gna leave at 6am 2 malaysia.god pls watch over him!!then aft awhile at marcs we all decided 2 part as it was kinda late alr 3 plus..took cab home.still cnt stop myself fr thinking abt racing nd all.took the carpark way bak home.walked by kiran's bike,admirin it at the same time feelin worried.gt hme every1 was aslp so i quietly gt change wash up nd goin 2 bed.yup...realli tired!!i need slp!!!

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Thursday, April 9, 2009
{ 11:38 AM }
living in a world full of lies.
everyone arnd u always puts on some kind of act
wats so wrong wif jus being who u r??
or is it jus easier jus being some1 else.
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tis world is nt as simple as it looks,
i wld noe,
i realli wish i cld knock ma head,
knock out all ma past
4get eveything i ever gone through
remove all the painful memories,
it hurts 2 hav 2 rmb all of it.
if i cld wish 4 smth,
it wld be 2 remove all of it.
start off new like a new born baby.
nd i oso realli wish 2 hav sukhwant bak
i miss him.
he feels like a stranger 2 mi.
i jus realli wish god wld nt tortune mi like tis.hasnt it been enuf??
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lad 2 hav all of u by ma side
cos i noe if i ever need some1
u all will always be thr,
someone 2 rely on.
someone 2 look over mi.
thank u nd
love u forever.
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You shouldnt live a lie,
with someone,
when deep inside you know he aint the one
one that cn never be wif you.
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feeling scare,
and feel that you may nvr love again
jus noe tat thr is someone thr for u
someone tat will c
tat u r worth
an undiscovered treasure on tis earth
nd tat u r wont much more.
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baby,understand mi
wat ma heart wants nd feel

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{ 12:26 AM }
As usual i slept late last nite abt 3 plus...then tis morning suppose 2 get up at 10 but instead only gt up at like 10.30 plus.late.then on top of tat some renovation thingy was going on.so annoying...then quickly gt rdy cos i tot i was late apparently some1 havent even left their hse.somemore cn msg mi wake up alr nt,he on the way alr when he wa still in bed...*beep*hole..nonssesne..in the end i reached earlier.then was waiting 4 him went lorraine came up nd said hi 2 mi.at 1st i dint noe who she was then finally i rmbed.haha....she was goin batam wif her bf nd another of her couple fren 4 hols.so cool!!i wan oso.talk her her while waitin 4 uncle.then finally he came.uhhuh...make mi wait.shld be guy wait 4 gals,nt gals wait 4 guys.ten we 1st walk arnd aimlessly.then decided go eat at mac.so nice uncle treat.then met lorraine again.haha....then thr was tis family tat kept staring at mi...i hav no idea y.dun ask.haha...then we sat at mac like damn long.jus talked..yup then continued walkin aimlessly arnd.saw the score 4 yst game chealse 3-1 liverpool.haha....then went 2 smokin area..he wanted 2 smoke then aft tat we jus continue sittin thr nd talked somemore.he kept draggin ma time 2 go work.haha.....then he influence mi 2 nt go 2 work.he brainwash mi..haha....so in the end i dint go work lo anyway was way 2 tired.seriously..then takin train time i met ji hae,valentina nd jewel teo.wow...all looked so mature alr,like so diff so nt used 2 it.haha...well still glad 2 c all of them.yup.uncle had 2 go tm1 gt work while i went down 2 mit jes,waited 4 her 2 come down then when she did.she said her bro was draggin her go drinkin cos he wan talk 2 her.cool nd on sia the bro.haha....so then instead hanged wif emma.followed her 2 mit some guy she has nvr seen be4.some guy called roy(indian-punjabi mix),jeetin fren.he overact alot nd exaggerate alot 2.haha....we were at 206 then the guy was like dun mind ah..then we were like dun mind wat smoke ah.then the guy was like dun mind i smoke weed,nt the normal.we were like stunned.like wth,isnt it like ban in spore wif the whole big offence nd all.then emma was like i always wanted 2 try it which she did...omg scary sia.then they were like high but ok la nt 2 bad.i wanted 2 try 2 but no tat wld be like way over ma limits.siao....gd gal belinda nvr try...*pat pat*haha....then we shifted 2 209.then started playing tati.yup then we worked at the shipping somewhr.so he was like u wan get special yearly contacts cn get it fr him at like 68 buckz.his fren brings it fr australia.he showed us his which was so cool.omg...it was a spade contacts.cool sia.its like white then in the middle gt 1 spade.haha then he say when u wear it ur black pupil wld be cover so is like the whole eye wld be white then the spade in the middle jus imagine how awesome is tat...abit like ghost but still awesome-ness.then he say cn get all kinds of contacts gt pink ones oso....haha...i wan 2 try but like a bit wasteful.haha....c how.then he say if wan tattoo oso cn find him.but tat 1 emma gna help mi oso cos she say she noe ppl tat cn do.haha....wow..yup..the guy was scary nd i cld nt leave emma alone wif the guy cos like smth was wrong.so waited til like he left then i left which was like 9 plus.so tired sia.then guy veri nonsense la,specially the way he smoke the weed nd go high so freaky sia.then he kept saying the way i look nd act i dun look like i am 18.haha....then they kept askin y i always smiling smiling.haha wat u wan mi 2 say la...haha....thr is no answer 2 tat qn.then emma pro i dunno wat 2 say.say 4 her hope everything will be alrite.dun worry k gal.i felt bad 4 skippin work tday but nt bad i had a awesome day tday...haha..yup then dint noe whether wna go club a nt.davin,kevin nd harry all ask mi if going nt.but no la dun wan...no age limit le sure kids kids all go 1.like toopid only.anyway no la 2 tired..BEAUTY SLEEP...haha..yup c mi so gd gal...so proud of maself.haha...i love mi!!!:).aiyo worried 4 kiran.its happenin all over again.yup tats all 4 tday..adidoz:p

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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
{ 11:57 PM }
hmmm...weelll tday nt much la....quite boring.all i cn say is woke up quite late.then was veri lazy.suppose 2 meet jes but dint.too lazy.glued 2 the sofa.so freaky shagged.then went 2 work,felt so dead.siti was still sick,victoria worked mid nd aishah was thr 2 so was shawn.ltr on ma 1 dollar came down oso,so did kelvin nd his bros.nonsense.alll 1 by 1 ah!!it was a kinda quiet day.then at the end of the day practice abit of pool.tryin 2 improve but i so need help.haha.anyhow 1 le i!!haha....then aft tat took cab bak wif siti.yup tats all nth much kinda borin.yup tats it...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
{ 12:34 AM }

hahaha....i slept early last nite hoping 2 be able 2 wake up early tday but unfortuately i dint.haha...woke up jus went eileen came.ha i made her wait outside 4 awhile,in the meantime i quickly wash up.then went we were abt 2 leave 2 go kk.it started 2 rain so heavily tat we cld nt even c the buildings.haha so we jus stayed on.eileen helped mmi do ma blog.love her so much.haha...oso wee were will girl talkin nd all.haha....love tues.then suppose 2 go np 2 eat at waffletown nd 2 c glenn but in the end dint cos of the rain.instead we met amelia nd olivia nd derek at kap.wow its been long since i last went thr.haha....kinda miss studying thr.saw poh kim.haha....then brought ma sushei.haha...i miss sushei-ing.then ate at kap then met kelly thr 2.then stayed thr til like 4 plus then left 2 eileen hse.on the way thr saw so many of her neighbour.when we gt 2 her hse,1st thing both went online.then we started msn-ing each other when we were like nxt 2 each other.haha...then we had our movie marathon.1st we watched the unborn.it was only a lit scary nd a lit yuck.the person head turned like 360 degrees it was grossy!!then we watched confession of a shopaholic.i kinda like tat movie.its nice in a way.then...jus sat watch tv nd surf the net nd did ma blog somemore.then we were crappin wif allan online,trying 2 confused him.it was damn funny.we were acting like siao ppl.haha....then like 9 plus we decided 2 go down 4 dinner behind eileen hse thr.i chose a gr8 place(i had gd view of the tv,the ch 8 chinesee drama was going on)haha....we ate nd watched the movie til like 10 when it ends.then headed home.haha....then going off time.eileen say her dad will drop mi 2 the bus-stopp.but guess wat we were takin lorry.the last time i sat on a lorry was that time Big B's lorry when we went out 4 the family gathering.haah...tat was a realli gr8 day.then somemore her dad go veri fast so it was kinda scary.haha....in the end her dad send mi all the way home.it was a fun experience once again.haha..tis pics was taken on the way.haha..yup.


Monday, April 6, 2009
{ 11:52 PM }
rite....k in the end tday we all dint mit.i left hse at like 4 cos papa was home nd he noes i start work at 3 so hav 2 keep up wif tat.so it was like damn early 2 go work so i decided 2 tak the bus cos it wld tak a longer time but guess i was wrong.the 1st bus tat came which cld go vivo was 57 so i took it.then at bugis stop galant came up the bus,tried 2 hide his face but it made it was obvious.haha...toopid.yay at least i had company the whole way till vivo plus at the same time i reached vivo in 20 mins.damn fast.tthen i sms uncle 2 c if he comin down which he said he wld aft work.the thing is he came but nt fr work but fr home wif his kids nd family.he dint go work took offf.aiyo i tell u he ah....then i was playing wif him say dun wan 2 talk 2 him.haha....then ltr on wc came down 2 wif xuewen nd his frenz.haha..yup.haha...then wc stole a pack of ciggs.haha...no la!some guy left his ciggs thr then wc pick it up.then came nd ask mi did azri go near the pool table.then i was like yea.then he still cn yea he drop 1.then i had 2 tell him tat some guy lost 1 nd he came bak 2 ask for it but tld him we dun hav.haha....then ltr on uncle came bak wif his family 2 play nd all.haha...his kids r so cute.then cos we were all chopping uncle then we passed the chop 2 the kids nd tld them 2 chop their dad nd they did.it was so cute.they r so cute.haha...then wc was like playing wif all ma frenz online ascting as mi!!haha...then he stayed til closing.then at the end mi nd himplayed max tune whr i beat him 2.i was 1st.yAY 2 mi boo 2 wc.haha...i guess i always win him.haha...i won him in tekken 6 too,wif a kangaroo.haha..damn i am gd.haha...then came home.on the way bak.mi,siti nd wc talk talk.haha....then when i gt home i watched ma the suite life of zack nd cody,cory in the house nd tat's so raven.then aft tat watched ma recorded 9 o'clock drama the ping pong 1!!haha...wc was like u watching the 9o'clock drama at 1 am.haha....yup so going 2 go bak 2 watchin tv.cya bb..haha:)


{ 2:20 PM }
wah damn tired la tday.slept only at 5.then cant get up.am too tired.in the end woke up at 1pm.haha...i noe i noe tat is realli late 4 a gal.ha then gt up eileen say wna go island creamery so ok lo afteralll so long nvr go thr alr.suppose 2 be mimi,eileen nd i but in the end i think it will be only eileen nd mi.nd i tink we going vivo ben n jerry instead cos it was raining.yup....still feelin veri tired.ohoh i had a bad dream it was long so i am nt gna write it all down.

ma last day of work is 10th of april if nth changes la.yay get 2 work on gd fri double pay be4 i leave.yay then aft tat i cn go out wif whoever i owe.which i think is quite alot nd jus enjoy be4 school start.i am nt realli cite 4 school 2 start.yup..oh then jaroop msg mi if i was free on fri or sat.then say nt sure.they wna go double O.so in other words if i hav nth on i wld be going...haha...fun fun.ok gtg nw gt work nd mit eileen.ohoh nd uncle nd wc coming down 2.yup!!:)

Sunday, April 5, 2009
{ 12:16 AM }
welll tday actualli wanted 2 wake up early nd go down 2 vivo 2 visit uncle workin on his last thr.yup set ma alarm damn at 10,30 but i slept only at 4 plus,cos i was waiting 4 kiran 2 come home, but i was realli tired so i kept snoozing in the end i woke up at 11.55.haha....gt up quickly,get ready eat all then set out 2 work.it was raining damn heavily then mustafa was flooded....eeeww thk gd i wore slippers..haha nd no 1 said anything gr8..haha...i like.hardeep moved 2 he was replacing kavin.ha.so he dropped fardeeana nd mi at kinta.convience wat same place 2 hav guys who hav rides.haha...free rides...then kinta was like big,the tent was huge compared 2 the old 1.haha then tis wk gt wat wat noonsense all.gt the big lucky draw tv,hair cut,makeover then picture takin 4 the dunno wat contest.so toopid.then the the make up was like might as well dun make up cos no diff haha...then the hair styling the lady in black kept doing flat hair so funny.they all looked like toots.ha!!wow thr were so many ppl.seriously..at 1st thr were so many of us at kinta.then sam was like i wna do pd i wan 2 do pd haha then marliyn was tinking +ve sayin he was.ask him quickly go sit 1st.haha...then sam was like marliyn stop lying 2 urself.it was damn funny.haha...then we all gt settled down.then hardeep like so slack la.nth 2 do.haha ltr he ended up helpin marliyn wif redeemption.yup...suresh all were damn busy.then heard joseph ... ... aaaahhhh so sad i no more ma china man.c another 1 leave.then aft awhile some1 came nd ask fardeeana 2 go do shopfront at desker.then i ended up doin 2 laptops.so many damn banglahs all..irratating...haha...then jus shouted at them.haha...then hardeep look at mi nd say wah u power ah..haha...then he started asking the banglah u gt aeroplane u noe aeroplance 2 catch ah.dun hav rite then wait...haha...damn funny sia..crazy..oh sam did the tv lucky draw he said veri boring.haha...kinta was so busy tat hardeep had 2 tak like stake of cards 2 mustafa 2 do then bring them bak ltr.then aft awhile neson came nd tak mi away 2.say mustafa need some1 2 cover cos they send a guy 2 cover shopfront 4 dinner.then went in his van which was scary then he tld mi all wat he almost gt into accident all.haha...1 thing abt mustafa is tat the ppl thr veri nice but veri busy oso,specially 4 those who do the 1st few pds.haha....then when i gt thr i did the like 4th pd quite busy then the guy simon so cute so small size like mi go find tissue then clean ma chair 4 mi then ask mi sit,say y i like standin.haha...then tis other guy daniel.noise sia..haha...shout nd shout.funny sia he.talk nonsense 1.but simon veri cute so sweet,nice fella.then when uncle came bak i went 2 the end.wow tat was the slacks la.jus sit thr here nd thr then gt card 2 register.otherwise jus sit thr nd talk or look arnd or enjoy the music.haha then jame's son shamin nd the daniel kept talkin 2 mi.then kiran dint bring mi ma dinner tday.haha...whr's the bro love haha tat wld be wat suresh wld say...haha...then daniel brought mi snickers.haha...then everytime i wld eat some1 wld come 2 mi.then daniel was so nice he was like leave them 2 mi u eat.he ask mi 2 eat nd share wif him his food cos nt like he gt aids tat wat he say but no la dun wan la.then when i wanted 2 go 7-11 buy drink both of them followed mi.aiyo they dint let mi go anywhr maself.haha...both daring fighters.haha..aiyo.gd thing abt mustafa it closes veri early but then must wait 4 every1 2 come bak.then jus helped 2 packed up as much as i cn cos i oso nt sure wat 2 do only did thr once.yup..then aft jus stood arnd then looked at the mustafa lucky draaw guy funny la he whole day say the same thing.i tink i cn memorize it alr "m&m is money & money.u put in ur mouth it will melt.its 45g nt 45 pounds"haha...wow i cn.haha....then fr thr i started talkin 2 simon nd brian.haahaa.so cute...i tink i gt smth wif shy guys.haha...then the guy tat went 2 over 4 shop front(lets call him zu) came bak then i dint realise he was talkin abt mi 2 simon.then i was hugging the pole nd staring into space then the cleaner in-charge came nd ask mi y hug the pole y dun hug zu instead in chinese then i replied in chinese.then he say huggin the pole will get electric shock if gt lighting but hug him wont hav,so rather hug him.then i jus laugh.i tink i was blushing alr la.ha....then simon was like eh u cn speak chinese then i was like yea.then he ask u understand la.yea lo of cos la.then zu was like c i tld u she cn speak chinese then ask ma bro oso cn rite.then i was like yea but mine betta than his which is truth..hahaha..then these 2 chinese gals tot i was mix.they say i dun look indian i look mix.haha then i was like no la.pure haha..they say cos i look veri unique,very pwetty..so cool.haha..thks gal!!yup....then aft awhile saw sight of sam nd marliyn nd george.haha...yay kinta is bak.haha...i was smiling alr,actualli at marliyn but sam smiled bak.haha...its gd cos i am hearing him talk more nd more.nd best of all smiling.haha nd jokin.so adorablee...i gna melt liao...then waitin 4 pay time we all stood arnd nd talked nd all..haha....it was funny.then chat wif suresh all,he la always like 2 bully mi.then say i cannot laugh at him but he cn at mi.haha....oh i like tday of all sundays.haha...it was fun tday.then kiran dropped mi bak nd he went bak 2 mustafa then camp.

oh tday was uncle's last day at vivo but i cld nt go bak.heard he gt flour-ed.haha..sukarti,siti nd sha poured flour on him.haha...gdgd...thks guys!!job well job.gt wc nd mimi 2 help cheer uncle nd keep him happy through out the whole day.haha i figured he will need nd wan it.uncle dun feel lousy k.we all will always be here.nd we wont drift apart k.we will mit up nd all k.dun worry.we will always be in touch.cheer up k.:)

Saturday, April 4, 2009
{ 12:59 AM }
heyhey wassup??welll i dun realli noe wat kind of day i had tday.hmm..welll woke up kinda late i guess at like 12 smth.am so used to gettin up so late nowdays.1st of all is cos i am always working nite or morning wif uncle so cn wake up a bit ltr.then watching tv,slack dint hav much 2 do.then wanted 2 go temple but papa they all left without even askin mi 2 go,they jus ignored mi...so sad.So then jus continued watching tv,at the same time i painted ma nails blue.it looks realli nice nd cool.i kinda love it.haha...i gt 2 work on time.still nt feelin well still.at 1st it was jus fever but then i had headache nd sore throat.but the stubborn thing is i dun like take medicine.haha...then on the way to work,i dunno i had tis weird feeling.a very lousy feeling.
When i gt 2 work i realise tat some1 alr punched ma card 4 mi,it was uncle.wc was thr 2 when i gt thr.dint realli feel like talkin 2 any1.i jus realli had no mood.then i tot when eileen nd mimi come down i wld feel betta but in the end all bailed out.so i kinda feel like i was left out.somehow i had no mood to bother abt any1 but i knew in ma heart tat i cannot be like tat cos it was the last day mi nd uncle were gna work tgt nd i dun wan him 2 rmb it like tat.i jus cld nt tak it,i needed 2 let it out,i needed 2 cry damn badly cos tears kept on welling up in ma eyes.i went 2 the toilet i cry ma heart out then put on a smile went bak out nd help 2 bring joy 2 uncle last day wif mi.i realli hope he enjoyed it.realli sorry i was moody nd all be4,realli dint wan u 2 leave.
this is wat i hate,realli hate alot.tat is y i dun wan 2 get 2 close 2 anyone.am afraid,afraid tat,tat person wld eventually leave mi one day.nd it realli hurts when tat person leaves.experienced it time nd time again.everytime i promise i wld nvr get close 2 someome,however it always fail.cos something always tell mi 2 trust tat they wld nt leave but they r all lies.somehow they always leave or change.so uncle when u say i dun understand i do i realli do but i dunno how 2 comfort u cos actualli its something u hav 2 deal wif it.i noe it will be hard but u cn do it and rmb i am a friend tat wld nvr be like tat.i will always be here,anytime.i dunno wat 2 do or say cos when it happen 2 mi no 1 realli comfort mi or actualli manage 2.so yea...sorry.
anyway later on izuwan dropped by 2.actualli the plan tday was tat we tell izuwan tat we were gna do something 2 uncle pour like flour,egg,coke on him cos his last day then tell uncle its izuwan bdae so gna do smth 2 him nd pour stuff on him...haha it wld be damn funny cos they wld pour stuff on each other.haha then we all will attack both of them.haha...yup..but unfortuately it dint happen...like fine whateva.so be it..anyway it was fun 2 hav his company arnd.then finally kelvin came bak again. wif all his lit bro guys.he cut his hair all,dye his hair bak.haha....then at arnd 10 plus wc came bak.then wateva wc did 2 mi i did 2 either uncle or izuwan it was funny.then we all were like talkin crap la.haha...nonsense ppl..then mi nd uncle kept sayin wc nd izuwan was gay.wc was the guy nd izuwan the gal..haha...it was funny.we were all nonsense-ing la.haha....crazy ppl realli i tell u....love u guys all....great 2 hav noe u all!!!:) haha...ohoh then some security guard asked mi 2 follow him cos 1 of our basketball was at level 2 the cinema thr.haha wonder how it gt thr.... then be4 going home all 3 of them played MTDX.as usual uncle won both the rounds then izuwan kept disturbing them..haha...then going home time.we had 2 tak the lift down cos it was 12 plus.then i pressed B2.haha...i tot takin train going home i 4gt its a diff lift.in the end we came out 2 the carpark then all paiseh to go bak in.then they were like yeayea belinda we own a car.then all blame me 4 pressing wrongly...eh no 1 c oso le...toopid.then took the nxt lift bak up 2 level 1.papa was alr thr waiting 4 mi.then gt home changed eat then on the com while i watched tokyo juliet..haha...so loving the story...nice nice nt bad but wu zun look aabit weird.haha kk tired la.then still gt work tmr...nitez!!

Friday, April 3, 2009
{ 11:51 PM }
ok last nite slpt considered slpt quite early 2 plus...was sick la then tis morning was damn tired cld nt wake up still nt feeling well...bluff uncle say i very sick cannot come down then he was like if u realli sick u cn dun come wah...so nice sia.if i ha had i wldnt hav gone 2 work.haha...then gt 2 vivo had a craving 4 chocolate donuts but bread talk dint hav.so went 2 giant 2 try ma luck nd they had it.so glad.haha then brought old chang kee 2.haha....then gt 2 work like at 10.45 haha...amazing gunadi alr thr so early...wow...haha...so tired then at the same time i had headacde nd stomach cramp.suxz sia..irratating....then jus hang arnd,read newspaper nd oso msgin.amazing every1 was early tday.its gna snow in spore..haha...sha was suppose 2 come in at 1 but she was late.then she finally came at abt 1.45 like tat followed by eileen.then wanted 2 leave them alone nd jus walk arnd but we end up lookin at phones.thr was a new sony e phone tat was damn nice i regret gettin ma phone..ahahaha...shit...toopid.i wan tat.damnit!!aiyo...then mimi called said she reach alr,at the arcade,so we headed bak.aft awhile derek arrived 2.they played DDR nd para para while i waited til sukarti came nd gt changed then we left.uncle came along 2.then met dian 2.he ask smoke smoke smoke always c him smokin.we went pizza hut-ing.haha yesss.....yay aft so long finally.....we were actualli veri quiet then slowwly slowwly it gt veri noisy.we took realli long nd guess wat i wasnt the last tday,ok wasnt the 1st oso.but it will do 4 nw.haha....hey it nt bad k 4 mi.then was heading bak up 2 play pool when we were stopped by a fashion show held/organise by FOX.it was realli nice nd cool.the guys r whoa nd the gals were hot.man i so wish i cld be like tat.saw act cute nd the num gang.haha....dian dian nd derek played on a table nd eileen nd mimi played on another.then ltr thr was a game sha vs uncle..oooo....battle of the sexes.haha......apparently sha won.she is gd!!haha...mimi seemed veri lucky tday.haha then we headed out 2 the bak cos dian wanted 2 smoke then at the same time we needed 2 plan 4 tmr.hAHA yup...the workers were disturbin then dian wwas communicating wif pet safari cat.haha...he crazy.then he oso bully mi nd i jack him bak.ohoh....tday at pizza-hut oso every1 jack mi lo.mean.....coming bak sharon came 2 jus then.yup soon aft mimi,eileen nd dian dian had 2 leave.then i left 2 awhile aft,went 2 the edge,sat thr nd talked wif sharon 4 awhile.then at like 7 like tat i left 4 home 2.came home no 1 home.on everything nd sit down haha...then when ma parent came home i gt scolded.haha.annoying.oh i gt ma laptop case 2.haha...i dunno papa brought 4 mi 1.so sweet...but i am like tat i use the lappie nd watch tv at the same time 1.haha..then sonu ask mi go chillies tonite,so late then ask..haha..anywway no mood thenn sick oso wat still.haha...he so cute...ma chacu,sweet fella.haha.....omg sam is so cute.glenn oso...i wan all....ooowww haha.i am gna melt.haha...i wan a hot bf.haha!!cchey..i shy alr...ok la going off alr la..tired!!need ma slp tmr gna be a fun fun day.haha muahaha..


{ 11:47 AM }
Creating a distraction for other is easy
but creating a distraction for oneself is hard.
somehow the thing you try so hard to forget,
eventually comes back to you one way or another.
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i feel like i am in a maze,
struck in the middle,with no help or sign
i look left nd right it looks the same which way do i go,
which pave do i take,is it the correct one
will i ever make it out or will i jus be struck here forever.
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Acting.Masked.
no one is able to c or understand the one behind all the masks
cause at everypoint thr wld be one.
no matter wat.
she wears one cause thr is alot hidden
fear nd scars tat cn nvr be removed.
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i promise you,
promise that i will not go after anything that is out of ma lead,
nd tat i wld keep maself within my limits.
i would listen to you.
listen when you tld mi to move on.
nd tat u r nt gd for me.
i will try
try to enjoy wat life brings mi
nd nt 2 hang on to you.
all i need is time.
time 2 break away.
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are you sure tis is who u are??
cos the more i look at you it shows me a carbon copy of me
but nt a perfect one too
u dint used 2 be like tat?
wat made you become like this??
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speak your mind
say wat you wna say
nvr leave ppl guessin
cos ppl may nt always tink of the rite things
we r humans nt pshcy or mind reader.
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who do u tink u r??
do u tink wat u r doing or havin been doing is rite??
reflect on urself nd wat has been going on
dun u find smth wrong,dun u tink u r nt behavin rite
nd do u realli wan nd need some1 to tell u for u 2 realise
nd oso if u r nt tired i am.
have some fashion sense!!guys hav feelin 2!!
Gosh!!who do u tink u r??
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tired.shagged.exhausted.
fr nw on i am nt gna hang on 2 things.
nd at gna go aft things tat i cn nvr hav
but well wonderful memories will always stay wif mi forever,
nd it will always be wif mi
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i jus wan to thank every1 who has been wif mi.
any nd everytime
through thick nd thin,when i was high or crazy or emo-ish
jus realli glad u were thr
i thank god 4 such wonderful ppl nd tat u guys will always be thr
nd i wld be here 4 u too.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!:)

Thursday, April 2, 2009
{ 10:05 PM }
hmmm tday i worked morning wif sukarti...slept late but woke up realli early.i reached work like at 9.04.considered quite early alr le.haha...then wiped all the glass doors,the whole counter nd all the wining machines.so tired.but it was so boring tat i jus kept on wiping even though i was realli tired i dunno y!!then stood at counter msg.then sukarti brought pau back 4 mi but nt realli hungry.haha...i jus felt realli exhausted.read the newspaper alost felt aslp.then jus hang arnd then sister came...haha...then like sukarti was saying her.haha damn mean la she..haha then talked 2 her.then uncle came at like 2 smth.come only disturb mi.haha....gna miss it!!then i actualli at 3 cn go bak but uncle dun let mi.hide ma bag nd ma wallet all..nonsense noe he..ha...then i wanted 2 win the prize but some ass go nd win la.so angry,annoyed i wan ma ds.then uncle keep nt lettin mi go.dun wan mi 2 leave him nd sha alone.haha....in the end he only let mi leave at like 7 plus haha...then i came home.mummy realise nd i was havin fever.ask mi tak medicine go nd slp but i dint wan.dun wan.nt gna happen.haha...suppose 2 slp early cos sick but in the end i only slpt ah 2 plus-3.haha was watching confession of a shopaholic.ok movie la.haha kk tired gna slp alr...shag...haha:)nitey nite!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
{ 11:45 PM }
HAHA HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!
OMG tday was a hectic day...in the wee hours of the nite,ppl called mi 2 prank mi.but jus be4 mimi msged mi nd wished mi happy april fool day.so i alr knew wat was coming alr..hahah...so no use.i realise nobody fooled mi.haha...kelvin tried on mi but failed terribly then they ask mi prank davin but as usual it failed 2.haha...lousy sia!!!they realli nonsense nd funny.then they all asked mi 2 prank on some guy called hiesh...haha...tat poor fella realli fell 4 it la...i heard he waited 4 ma call. tld them alr he tink its realli but it was realli fun i realli wanted 2 laugh.u guys r a crazy bunch.then eileen pranked leslie nd wc.haha...i heard at 1st leslie dint believe then wc helped 1.haha pranked quite a no. of ppl la.so fun so fun...talked 2 mimi nd eileen til like 4 plus in the morning then went 2 slp was so tired.was suppose 2 mit eileen nd mimi at kap 1 2 prank more ppl but was jus 2 tired.then was early 2 go 2 work so i took the bus down.haha still was early.so i did a lit shopping nd then gt maself a treaat ICE CREAM nd mars bar.then at the same time was prankin uncle.haha....kinda fail dunno nt sure haha....when i gt 2 work dear leslie was thr nd wc oso.haha....which i tink is a bad thing...okok was so glad u guys came u r more then welcome 2 come anytime.haha.....they bully mi the whole day.kept pinching ma cheeks,pullin ma rubber band,then uncle keep stepping on ma foot nd choppin me wif vivo timezone chop.the best nd ultimate 1 LESLIE kept carrying mi....which was really scary.haha but cool.haha....yea but... ...nd he dint jus carry mi once.haha....then they realli bully la...then leslie ate ma mars bar bully.but they were realli nice.it was realli fun.once skool start i am gna miss all u guys.then mi nd leslie went 2 buy food then leslie kept tellin the chicken rice lady tat i eat alot.i need 4 packets.then the lady say dun scold or say mi ltr i angry haha....then he go tell the lady i wont cos i his gf.siao la he....pls ah!!heehee....then we pranked mimi while eatin...ohoh nd sharon 2.haha.....i love tday!!it was great.i feel great..realli enjoyed the day i wan everyday 2 be like tat.thks guys,u're the best!!